2013 and Beyond: Conscious intention and growth


At the end of 2012, many people felt let down. The general consensus seems to have been that the hype surrounding the year had been overblown and many of the predictions and prognostications that had been proffered by prophets and scientists alike had come to naught. People seemed to feel let down, as if they’d been lied to. And yet, while foums and articles the Net across agreed that 2012 was not all it cracked up to be, a quiet revolution in consciousness not only found its space of becoming, but metastasized at the collective level, resulting in an even further weakening of institutional and cultural structures of societies the world across.

Since the shift of December, 2012, the economic and cultural structures of the Western world have continued to buckle and signs of imminent collapse continue to increase. The economic situations in Europe and the USA continue to reveal dire signs of structural deficits that must result in market corrections of up to 90%, which augers a world-wide depression at an almost unimaginable scale. Within societies, the youth and the minority populations continue to experience unemployment rates at unsustainable levels, resulting in an increasing coalescence of purpose as the realization that the systemic instabilities are not ending, but getting worse, becomes more and more undeniable. The cultural propensities toward overt and extreme forms of violence and sexual expression have become mainstays and have resulted in a definitive split in the population between those comfortable in such a world and those who are not. The mainstream media concentration on faux-news and reality-based television continues to distract populations from the visible changes in the natural world occurring without pause from the wild weather to the increasing earthquakes and the continuous pollution of the environment. For those not caught up in chasing after illusory lifestyles of the rich and famous, it is becoming more and more apparent that, in 2013, the changes, rather than decreasing in severity, are instead increasing. The non-sustainability of the current economic and societal model of governance is being revealed day after day.

In 2012, many doomsday prognosticators brought world-wide attention to ideas such as magnetic and geological pole shifts, potential solar storms of unimaginable intensity, mega-storms and environmental catastrophes of world-wide scope. Channelers spoke in the voices of Ascended Masters, Angels and Demons, aliens of the Grey, Reptilian and Nordic variety, all speaking of the coming changes, of the need to cultivate spiritual practices conforming to their own set standards and dependent upon their help as our extra and ultra terrestrial and dimensional bredren and sistren. The call was to look outside of ourselves for salvation, to seek such in the stars and in the disembodied voices of entities who professed a greater technological and spiritual advancement than that enjoyed by mass humanity. Many heeded these calls and engaged in meditative exercises and visualization techniques of questionable origin and purpose, giving their allegiance to what were basically unknown quantities, unseen and mysterious helpers, self-titled guides and professed friends of the planet and its people. At the end of 2012 and into 2013, the chorus of the disappointed and the angry increased their tone of stridency and rejection, resulting in an overall silencing of the channeled voices and the dismissal and blacklisting of those who spoke for the unseen.

In these early months of 2013, much that was on the table in 2012 remains. Tales and sightings of the giant planet Nibiru have increased again, asteroid fly-bys and meteorite strikes are monthly and weekly occurrences while UFO sightings and close encounters of every kind continue to garner attention. The channelings have returned to some semblance of prominence their calls for allegiance to their forms of spiritual progression, alien agendas to include planetary, sub-surface, solar systemic, extra and ultra-dimensional agree that the prophesied changes are now upon humanity and its home planet, Earth. Government and Elite shenanigans have taken over the news presses of the alternative community with the Pope’s resignation and the continuing flight of the Elite from the public scene. Economic turmoil and political infighting continues to sharpen in tone and implication as some turning point seems to be arriving, at which the financial tsunami predicted for so long must indeed arrive upon the shores of prosperity for the few and hopelessness for the many. Depending upon individual standing within the system as it currently is, the alternative community vacillates between feelings of going along to get along and outright revolution against the system and its controllers.

While the majority of the world’s population continues to experience the depredations of this predatory capitalist system and must seek ways to survive daily, those in the Western countries who live under these systems of socialist and materialist comfort are free to prognosticate upon current events while barely hanging on to what little worldly comfort they may have, in part conforming to systemic requirements for their tacit approval and continued consumer support and in part leaning toward the understanding that for things to change for the better for all of humanity, they themselves will have to undergo some form of material deprivation.

That thought of material deprivation is where the fear lies. Where the unwillingness to truly challenge the system is revealed to be an unwillingness for things to truly change. It is true that no one wants to be deprived of the basics of survival. But those basics of survival are actually much more basic than many people are willing to accept for themselves, regardless of the fact that many of the world’s people are currently living in a manner that most in the West would find shocking. Having barely enough to make it through the days. Making each day a struggle for survival. Finding food and water, a place to live in comfort and relative safety.

And so collaboration with the system is implicit within the form of living most of us accept daily. By our very engagement with society we are continually forming it and perpetuating it and its ills. By being consumers we are feeding the corporations, contributing to the Executive bonuses, paying for their mercenary armies and their hoards of lobbyists and payroll scientists. By our very engagement in what we deem to be our necessary choices for survival, we build upon the foundations of predatory social and economic institutions ancient beyond memory and designed for the benefit of the few, rather than the many. The underlying paradox is that we are contributing to our own demise. That we are supporting a way of life that seeks to murder us. The food we eat, the water we drink, the air we breath are all laced with chemical cocktails inimical to our biology and yet we ignore this reality or chalk it up to our just due, perhaps as a form of self-immolation for the oft consciously unacknowledged understanding that we each are indeed complicit within this suicidal endeavor called Western civilization.

So where does that leave us? What are our options as beings of conscious intention choosing life over death, the holism of a world-wide unity paradigm over the separatist death culture of the current world?

The world is shifting almost faster than can be remarked upon. Each day, new signs of increasing entropy and chaos are revealed, that unquestioning faith in the structures of society and its inevitable continuance is being replaced by a pervasive doubt and burgeoning fear that stability in any form is a thing of the past. The changes that are increasing at a seemingly exponential rate give rise to an increasing abandon on the part of the youth and the dispossessed, it seems that society is breaking down, at first around the edges, but increasingly toward the center and this produces an ambient wildness and visceral sense of potentiality that has revealed the doorway, or portal, from one paradigm of reality to another. That doorway remains vague and ephemeral for many just awakening to consciousness, but it is and has been a clear and present vision to those who began the work of awakening years or decades prior to this time.

The truest guides to and through this time are within. From that voice of confirmation or denial, when faced with new information, to that feeling of resonance or cacophony  when confronted with new potentialities, we have, each of us, an indicator of our own orientation and relative truth which either corresponds to or deviates away from the greater Truth of the Cosmos. The extent to which our truth correlates to that Greater Truth will determine our own paths through these times and what happens to us beyond them.

The good news is that our relative truths can be calibrated to Greater Truth. To do so it is necessary to be willing to question our most deeply held beliefs and hold them up as individual experience to be judged against collective experience. Is what I believe according to what others believe? Is what I know according to what others know? What was or is the orientation of those others? What was or is my own orientation? What kind of person, type of information, or spiritual practice is in my own best interest? What is the measure of success?  Who has succeeded with these methods in the past? Which part of these teachings are culturally relative, and which are cosmically absolute? These questions give rise to corresponding answers within ourselves, which we can then project outwards in our studies and attempts to find greater corroborations of our own truths with those of others. When doing so, it is also necessary to take into account the alignment of group-held truths with those deeper, universal truths that determine the course of nature, the planets and the stars. To examine ceremonial and institutional practices and determine for ourselves which ones are really for the good of our own spiritual progression, and which are for the good of others beyond us and, in that vein, determining our own alliances at the ultra-dimensional or extraterrestrial level.

It takes intense study often in order to find where that Greater Truth resides, but, again, our inner barometer of what resonates in our hearts and souls is a sure guide to finding the right direction to go in, in deciding what information to believe and what to cast to the side.  In all of this, our own personal progression can be measured by the changes we witness in our personality expression and also in how others experience us energetically. Am I still the angry person I used to be? Do I get upset at every little thing? Do people like to be around me? Am I still concentrating on non-essential things? Do my emotions ebb and flow with changing events? Am I more stable? Do others come to me for peace or conflict?

What kind of year do we want 2013 to be? Is it to be a doomsday event marked by fear, violence, hatred, world-wide warfare and cataclysmic challenges? Or is it to be a transformational event marked by understanding, peace, love, world-wide cooperation and transition to a new type of planetary environment? Odds are, it will be both, as this is a planet where people and groups of oppositional orientation meet and interact, engaged in the processes of spiritual growth and, sometimes, stagnation.

The question then becomes, what kind of year do you want 2013 to be?

What kind of year will you make it?

The answer will depend upon what you want and decide to make of yourself.

2012 and Beyond: Conscious intention and growth

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part III


Often, we come to a point of understanding whereby we may speak of our own personal experiences that are almost exactly the same as someone else’s. An event that occurred in our lives that someone else has experienced in pretty much the same manner. In these instances, it is not a case of my being in “your” mind. But then again, yes, I am in “your” mind. Because we are in “their” mind.

In my life something an event occurred whereby I made a breakthrough in my yoga practice some years ago. I achieved a state of trance in the midst of an Asana only to faintly hear knocking at the door and then my then-wife bursting through yelling and screaming at me. Because I was detached and in a meditative state I was able to just observe her curiously, with no attachment to her or what she was doing. But her programming kicked in at what was, for the foreign installation, perfect timing to interrupt my gains. It didn’t work then – although it had on many occasions previously – but it was a good try.

It is a program. Whether it is the foreign installation at some level or an AI the effect within our lives is the same. Whenever we deviate from the program the chatter-program begins with wordware that has been designed and perfected over millennia to subvert our initiative and bring us back into the fold. Barring that, the program demands our expulsion from the system or death. Depression programs, suicide programs, homicide programs. Whenever you hear a mother who killed her kids saying the voices in her head made her do it that’s part of the program at some level or another. Whenever we find ourselves stuck in a series of negative thoughts that is us being caught in cycling program iterations.

There are the chatter-programs that begin when we deviate from the norm. Then there are the chatter-programs that begin when we entertain certain ideas. If you think a girl or guy is pretty or handsome, here comes the porn-program. If you get angry at someone, here comes the homicide-program. It takes what may originate from our experiences in the Now and, as soon as we begin entertaining them just a bit the chatter-program kicks in and takes it over the top.

Other people, the environment, can be complicit in this as well. The reality that the flyers are a collective mind means that they know instantaneously and can transmit your status to any coopted individuals in the immediate area or even at a distance. Whoever is placed in that instance to intrude upon you and correct your deviation, bringing you back into the fold and initiating a loosh festivus at the same time. Win win.

Don Juan, the Sorcerer instructor of Carlos Casteneda, defined the term “Stalking” as the default mode of interaction and communication with non-Sorcerers in the world. It was an important aspect of Don Juan’s teachings. It is what we have been talking about, in that it refers to how we watch our thoughts. The aspect of stalking that Don Juan talked about most was that of engaging with other people in the world. This also brings into play other related practices that are a part of Don Juan’s Toltec teachings. Those are “Controlled Folly” and the “Petty Tyrant”. Those are important topics in understanding the importance of watching the flow of thoughts and controlling them.

There is this sense of a lurking presence, waiting for an opportunity. But really, it’s like that all the time and everywhere anyway, isn’t it …

It doesn’t help “it”, the foreign installation/Archons/Flyers, when so much attention is being paid to the topic of its existence. This focuses “it’s” attention upon the offending party(s). Calls for a different tactic in order to achieve the ends of isolating the “virus” which, in this case, refers to those who are no longer a part of its loosh production factory and its Ages-old agenda to control the Earth Realm and all who reside herein.

Perhaps it is easy for those susceptible to the foreign installation to say amongst themselves that those who are positing the existence of some entity(s) that watches and influences the mind are über-paranoid. Or, to divert attention from the foreign installation by positing some other source of the infection. Something man-made. Or alien tech. This serves the interest of dismissing and justifying the position of expulsion and censorship. It also serves the interest of the base-level parasitical infection, the foreign installation, that has been around since we have.

Another excuse is to fix upon some perceived sleight and use it to justify all following actions. This is normal in our world. This is typical behavior. But it is behavior that is being dispassionately controlled and played out at levels higher than most care to admit must pay attention to us in our seemingly petty dramas. By ignoring the implications, playing them off or denying them, it is possible to continue in this behavior even when it is known by those involved that is what is indeed occurring.

It is said in mystic circles that we, humans, are “food for the moon”. If one pays close attention to the ancient myths and tales, that quote can be expanded to humanity being “food for the gods” as well as other beings. Being cognizant of ultradimensional potentialities, it becomes very clear that everything we engage in at this level (3D) must have its correlation at higher levels of existence. As we farm, consume, manipulate our natural environment and the creatures within it, so must higher levels farm, consume and manipulate our natural environment and us, the creatures, within it.

Going to the next level is doing what has to be done. What occurs at the level of energy vampirism in the lives of individual and collective humanity cannot be divided into segments as that serves the agenda of the foreign installation. It is not more of a spiritual or emotional thing than a mental thing, for instance. They are all connected. You cannot separate them. The tendency is to try to separate them as we are trained in school about the scientific method which attempts to break things down into different categories. That in and of itself is a sign of Archonic/Systemic infiltration as everything is interrelated and entangled. And while useful, is only one aspect of an overall system of understanding that should be recognized as such. In other words, categorization, listing, looking at discrete aspects of an issue is the beginning – but has been considered to be the end – of a process that should culminate with re-connecting ideas with other ideas, stimuli with other stimuli, systems with other systems. A holistic and circular system rather than a discrete and linear system.

A few examples of thought-contamination:

You live on the third floor of a building. You have a great life. Things are getting better. You’re learning things about the world and universe and you’re waking up. But, every time you go out on your balcony you get thoughts of jumping. You see yourself down there on the ground, broken up. The thought initiates the hypothalamus, chemicals rush into your body and you feel a sense of vertigo and fear. Loosh party on. But everything is fine. You know that. Why are you having these thoughts? They are not your thoughts.

You just got a great job. Got a great gal or guy. Your family loves you. You just learned about 911 and are seeking more information. But every day now, you are overcome by these feelings of depression. Thoughts of not being good enough. That your life is not worth living. Why are you having these thoughts? They are not your thoughts.

You are just minding your business. Just found out about meditation. You think you need some way to calm your mind and you get into it eagerly. You learn to deal with the rushing waterfall of thoughts and one day you have a breakthrough. You experience the end of the chatter in your mind and catch a glimpse of what lies beneath. Then, all of a sudden, you hear your man or woman banging on the door screaming at you to take the trash out and why didn’t you wash the dishes and what are you doing in there anyway? Why is he or she having this breakdown? It is not her or his breakdown.

These are the kinds of things it is easy to get lost in the moment in and overlook as being applicable to the situation of having one’s mind, soul and emotions under constant attack. It is better to consider it as a state of constant observation. Since we live in a surveillance society that is getting moreso every day – as above so below – this should not be too much of a stretch for anyone. Your mind is under constant observation. Has been since you began having thoughts. You’ve been compromised by a consciousness that insinuates thoughts into your mind that sound like your voice, that is the voice that you’ve been hearing in your head since you were a child. Of course you think it is you. Even when you become aware that it might not be you some of the thoughts still get by you. Which is why it is imperative to begin the process of examining the thought process and paying attention to everything that comes through your mind. There are a few key strategies:

1. Is this thought contextual?

2. Does this thought serve my highest potentiality?

3. What are the ramifications of following this line of thought?

Remember that the natural state of humanity is clarity. No discursiveness. Connection to Source, expressing the directives of Being with conscious and subconscious alignment. Language and mental infiltration lead to a state of continuous chatter/discursiveness that is a function of living and communicating in our societies, so a certain level of discursiveness pertaining to the workings of the Ego/Self maneuvering through space and time is necessary. Adyashanti, Tolle and Mooji speak of this in detail. But the dwelling upon past and future, the constant commentary of varying types are indicative of a lack of mental control which points to a subsequent lack of emotional control as the two are interrelated and they feed each other, leading one into the familiar patterns of destructive thought and behavior that we all should be familiar with.

Archon Series

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part I

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part II

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part III

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part II


It is difficult sometimes to actualize the information regarding the foreign installation, to make it personal, to get a feel for how it manifests within one’s life. The tendency is to downplay it, to treat the information as something abstract, as something out there, as something that affects other people, but not me. That is a comforting pattern and it is an infiltration. It is the soothing similarity of sameness, the collective hive mind of Archonic control rocking the baby whilst in the treetop, the danger below threatening, yet the voice in our heads telling us everything is alright, everything is normal, there is nothing to be afraid of, this is just another horror movie, another bedtime story, another fable, another myth.

Then, there is the return to slumber. Spiritual slumber, mental slumber and emotional slumber, and then, the return to the patterns of familiarity. The patterns of emotional dependency and energetic vampirism, the patterns of continuous mental chatter, the return to the normative mode of being as experienced by the majority of people on this planet. When it comes to the way we act personally, we prefer to think we are in charge. If there is a predator that has taken over the world, matrix-like, then it must be out there somewhere. Outside of me.

Entertaining that thought gives rise to impressions about society. If the predator is real, how does it manifest in society? If some sort of ancient, collective hive minded and inorganic being is indeed in control of humanity, then how has the world formed in response to this inner compromised state in outer form? What would it look like?

It would look very familiar. It would look like the world we co-create day in and day out. One very important part of its structural manifestation would look like this:

There is racism implicit within the very structure of our shared culture. It is the bedrock. The foundation. One of the major facets of our shared endeavor as humans  is to draw attention to issues of inequality. And yet, every time a discussion on race proceeds the emotional content is raised so high the discussion is derailed, ends in conflict or peters out through non-participation. People don’t like their attention drawn to the existence of racism. Even those who are the victim of it prefer not to talk about it unless necessary. When spoken of, eyes dart around to see who is listening or watching, voices lower, it becomes conspiratorial in nature. Why might that be so? Because the nature of the conversation is implicit within the discussion. And the nature of the conversation is Archonic. Racism is the bread-and-butter of the Global White Supremacy System (GWSS). Racism is hierarchical, racism is separative, racism is reductive. It is also everywhere, in everything anthropocentric in nature.

Racism is so pervasive that many white people don’t even notice it. And at the same time, those same people will state that they are not racist because they do not hold personal prejudice against anyone of a different ethnicity than them. And they will get upset if someone mentions it. Someone reading this right now is upset with me for bringing it up.

But racism is implicit within Western civilization, which is built upon an Archonic structure of command and control. The subtle racism of stereotyping, of feeling discomfort when racial topics are discussed, the overt racism of institutionalization as evidenced by the penal system, the economic system, the social system.

We are all touched by these things. These things make up a part of who we are because we are co-producers of society. We’ve been indoctrinated into the system since we were children. It is a part of “our” mind which is, in all actuality, an expression of “their” mind. Their mind, which is hierarchical, which is separative, which is reductive. That expression of racism, of prejudice, touches us in a way that is often uncomfortable when it is exposed. It gives rise to feelings of perhaps guilt, or perhaps fear, or perhaps anger, when it is exposed. That results in the whole constellation of emotive responses, drama and loosh producing excess that the flyers devour.

Those who express the extreme psychopathic side of the spectrum, Organic Portals (OPs) – naturally psychopathic individuals and the sociopaths that are attempting to be like them – are racist by their very nature. They are egocentrically motivated and expressive, totally about what they want and need, racism just becomes a natural expression of that ego centrism. Because their total concentration is upon themselves, a hierarchical structure, with them at the top, then proceeds from those most like them to those least like them. From that extreme expression there are gradations of expression all the way to the median expression between the extremes of psychopathy and the extremes of empathy. The Archonic system makes it easy to participate in racialized behavior because it supports it. It is based upon collectivization, upon similitude, an hierarchically driven system of sameness where difference is only tolerated for its usefulness in the propagation of the system. Once that usefulness is done, difference is ejected from the system or wiped out, as it is a danger to the collective, presents the challenge of Otherness, of other ways of being not supported by the Archonic stucture.

For those who express tendencies which support the GWSS, which agree with it and carry out its imperatives without question, there is a strong probability that they fall closer to the psychopathic side of the equation than the empathic side of the equation. This applies primarily to the successful psychopaths that make up the Elite factions and the hoards of corporate and governmental managers, politicians and leaders. This also includes the individual OPs of a more normative cast, that barge through the lives of the ensouled, taking, breaking and moving on without conscience, without empathy, without feeling for the pain and tragedy they have caused others. For those in our little sub-grouping of the GWSS – the “Awake and Aware” community – there is also a tendency towards a more separative expression than a more inclusive expression. Racism exists even within the New Age movement. This includes racial genetics, which means bloodlines, or alien panspermia, or grail lineages, all of which concentrate primarily upon European potentialities rather than global potentialities. This is, of course, a generalization and not all-inclusive.

It is perhaps more subtle in this community, but it is there. Here. Elevated with an elitist intellectualism, but still expressive of Archonic tendencies to divide based upon material expression, be that biological or cultural. This is not to say there is no validity in some forms of biological and genetic determinism, but that it is more problematic than helpful and it is also more pervasive among the supposed awakened than many feel comfortable admitting. The oneness of humanity as an expression of diverse genetic makeup may indeed have come from differing star progenitors at different times of human evolution. The evidence of the simultaneous existence of multiple forms of hominids alongside Homo Sapien Sapien and Neanderthal to include the Hobbit-like Homo floresiensis of Indonesia, Australopithecus sediba in S. Africa, Denisov man in Russia and other forms of humans that may have coexisted simultaneously corroborates many ancient tales that speak about multiple creations, about different types of humanity that could indeed interbreed. While this reality may be incomprehensible to some, the homogeneous evolution of humanity from multiple diverse types to one, Homo Sapien Sapien, and the drive within that one type to elevate one ethnic group, white, northern European typology, to the highest pinnacle of human evolution is the most open and obvious sign of the cooptation of human nature by a foreign installation that denies the humanity of humanity, and institutes a drive toward genocide and destruction that perhaps has never been rivaled in planetary history.

We are working to expose “their” mind and free “our” mind. And yet, in order to do so, we have to be able to recognize what is not our minds, but what is their mind. We have to know what are our thoughts as opposed to their thoughts. We have to recognize who we are individually and to do that, we have to go within, deeper than the level of discursiveness and chatter, to find a more holistic understanding of our very nature. We have to, in essence, work through “their” mind to get to the point where “our” mind can be expressed. There is a contradiction here, as linguistic communication has, in large part, evolved in order to express the imperatives of “their” mind. English, in particular, has been evolved to obscure more than it reveals, to obfuscate more than it clears the passage to mutual understanding. Any examination of legal language will make this very clear. So we are limited by the medium of communication itself. But we have to work through it, painstakingly and often with many misunderstandings both purposeful and accidental.

The terms per-adamic and adamic have been used in addition to the terms psychopathic and empathic, non-souled and souled. They are terms. Meant to describe traits, not necessarily to pigeon-hole anyone in particular. The Organic Portal aspect of this discussion can be incendiary. The emphasis upon it being biological and yet NOT being racial in the sense that we generally understand it is a difference that makes all of the difference. There are people today, as well as in the past, who use these terms to describe racial groups. Not too long ago, blacks were considered pre-adamics. Probably still are by many. Whites were considered adamic. Blacks were considered non-souled, whites were considered souled. Blacks were considered psychopathic, whites were considered empathic. Again, these are terms. Terms that have been used to divide based upon physical characteristics when the real difference between types of people is not physical in the sense of how we look, but spiritual, in the sense of possessing a soul or not.

It is said that the OPs possess a group soul, and also that this particular Age is their time to mature into individual souled behavior. That those who currently possess individual souls are about to “graduate” from this plane of existence. While this viewpoint gives rise to alternate visions of spiritual ascension and 3D-5D movement through dimensional spheres, it is possible that the reference to such may be upon the material expression of consciousness as well, the ability to co-create a sustainable society in opposition to the current one, that is as unsustainable as any society can get.  From the literature and from the science, it seems that there are indeed genetic differences, biological differences that can and have been measured and documented. There are viruses that have been within the human genome, hidden within the DNA itself, that have accompanied through our evolutionary changes. Theoretically, viruses are thought to be a collective consciousness, much as the foreign installation is thought to be. Much as the OP soul-group is thought to be.  Over many millennia, humanity has been guided from within to manifest certain types of behavior as opposed to others and there have been examples throughout world history and mythology that document these shifts. From the Mythopoeic Golden Age era of the bicameral mind and the gods and goddesses speaking directly into the minds of humanity, to the formation of the individuated personality and ego-complex, the further stratification and individualization of the human creature has been accompanied by a drive toward collectivization of cultural and institutional modalities and it is this simultaneous dichotomy of seemingly oppositional trends that can be so confusing to anyone seeking to understand these matters at a deeper level.

The entire cultural thrust of our collective evolution has been toward the externalization of ability, there has been a concerted drive to stop people from looking within. For the OP population there is little to find within themselves that is not actually reflective of the souled individuals they come into contact with and mimic for their behaviors and attitudes. But for the ensouled, this impetus toward externalization has been implemented just so you can doubt yourself and your abilities. To stoop you from accessing your spiritual gifts. To stop you from believing that they are even possible. To get you to disbelieve in psychic powers, from telepathy to telekinesis, to far-sight, to bi-location and many, many more. For the non-souled, these things are indeed impossible. For them, they do not exist, because they do not have the ability to access these gifts sans soul. This plays right into the non-material and inorganic hands of the flyers, for whom it is easier to occupy a person who is an OP than it is for them to occupy a person who is a nominal OP by life experience and self and societal training, but who also has the capacity to fully manifest the psychic gifts of the ensouled if they are recognized and cultivated.

I recognize the milieu and the difficulties in categorization especially in light of the consideration that the flyer’s mind reinforces these differentiations for its own gain. That gain is personally favorable for the individual, in that the white or black person that complies with the hierarchical directives of racism “succeeds” within the system. The flyer’s mind gains by interconnecting the individual with others within the system and proceeding along the tried and true path of energy cultivation. The individual gains by being employed and having to comply with the cultural directives of white supremacy, playing their roles and engaging also in the mechanisms situated by the flyers to standardize energy cultivation. In the current incarnation of the system, in the midst of a Barack Obama presidency, the seeming elevation of a black man to the heights of political power are accompanied by the further degradation of the ethnicity of people from whence he springs, as their material situation further worsens. The ranks of white supremacy tighten, it becomes even more difficult for blacks and other minorities to find jobs within the system. For those who like to think of themselves as not being complicit in institutionalized racism, a short examination of personal trajectory through social space during a lifetime can reveal successes based more upon compliance and inclusion within the systemic parameters – by the choices you’ve made to comply with the system –  than any personal traits or skillsets you might have incurred over the years.

By rejecting racism, personal prejudice, and working to remove all benefits gained from living and working within the system of such, we gain freedom. By making choices that conform to higher directives we banish the flyer’s mind. This must be true for either souled or nonsouled. The difficulty in doing so for both groups is perhaps different, but the end result is freedom.

Archon Series

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part I

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part II

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part III

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part I


There are multiple levels of command and control that guide our lives, sometimes with our willing participation, but most times with our unconscious and unwilling participation. These forces often seem to be archetypal in nature, in that they forge the institutions of our societies, codify the ways in which we communicate, dictate the actions that we take. Many traditions from all across the world speak of these control systems and, while the world that we see has a pyramidal and hierarchical structure that is quite in evidence, often, the higher aspects of this matrix are not. They exist at higher dimensional levels from which all that is material springs.

Some of the terms the denizens – or controllers – of this higher dimensional matrix go by in ancient mystical literature as well as the modern New Age and Alternative community discussions and texts include the Ego, the Archons, the Greys, the Reptilians, Asuras, the Flyers, Artificial Intelligences (AI), the Elite, Demons, the Foreign Installation, the Powers That Be. All of these terms are meant to describe what is inherently indescribable. What is beyond the ability of our mental capacity to fully conceptualize because it exists at a higher level of dimensionality. From Casteneda:

They  [the sorcerers of ancient Mexico] discovered that we have a companion for life. We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so.

This horrifying idea reveals to us the potentiality that humanity has been compromised at the very level of our thoughts and forced to be the fodder in an extra-dimensional corral, with us as the herd. The Alt community term Sheeple references this as do many movies in the mainstream media (MSM), included The Matrix, Soylent Green, Tommyknockers, Invasion of the Body Snatchers and many, many more.  In order to engage this discussion it is necessary for everyone who reads this work to understand that you risk personal and extended circle of family, friends and societal co-optation in the form of ultra-dimensional attack by making yourself aware of this information.

Therefore, it is mandatory that you invoke self-protection and protection of your loved ones before engaging in this topic.

This is not a warning given lightly. If you are previously aware of this topic then you are aware that knowledge of this level of command and control is, in and of itself, a red-flag to the system. Once you have entered these waters it is not possible to return to the safety of ignorance. There is a lot of background understanding implicit in these blog posts. The links given during the course o this article are resources that will give access to the pertinent information. I am purposefully engaging the topic slowly over multiple blog entries in order to create a relatively safe environment for learning, but the only safety net possible when entering the predator-infested waters of 4D are personal spiritual protection and integral actions in your life. Walking the razor-thin path of wisdom and spiritual evolution. If you do not feel you are ready in this moment to engage directly in ultra-dimensional warfare to free your soul, do not proceed further.

With that warning given, we shall proceed:

I came to the writings of Carlos Casteneda when I was 14 years old, interestingly, my first summer working as a Red Cross Volunteen, back in 1982 or so, at a military hospital in Washington State. The book, The Teachings of Don Juan – A Yaqui Way of Knowledge was just perched there on a table on the side nearest where I was sitting, filled with other books and magazines, waiting for me to pick it up. Talk about finding the cure in the place where sickness concentrates. The synchronicity of that personal discovery and the path it led me on to this day continues to amaze. Information corroborating Castaneda’s findings come from traditions around the world. The Gnostic tradition undergirds Judaism and Christianity and reveals these predators as the Archons. I will concentrate primarily upon these perspectives because they are most familiar to me.

Here are some relevant quotes I’ll share as I begin this series on the Topic of Topics, as Don Juan would put it in his discussions with Casteneda. There are practices and remedies included herein, from the Toltec perspective. From Don Juan:

The grand trick of those sorcerers of ancient times was to burden the flyers’ mind with discipline. They found out that if they taxed the flyers’ mind with inner silence, the foreign installation would flee, giving to any one of the practitioners involved in this maneuver the total certainty of the mind’s foreign origin. The foreign installation comes back, I assure you, but not as strong, and a process begins in which the fleeing of the flyers’ mind becomes routine, until one day it flees permanently. A sad day indeed! That’s the day when you have to rely on your own devices, which are nearly zero. There’s no one to tell you what to do. There’s no mind of foreign origin to dictate the imbecilities you’re accustomed to.

My teacher, the nagual Julian, used to warn all his disciples that this was the toughest day in a sorcerer’s life, for the real mind that belongs to us, the sum total of our experience, after a lifetime of domination has been rendered shy, insecure, and shifty. Personally, I would say that the real battle of sorcerers begins at that moment. The rest is merely preparati

Discipline taxes the foreign mind no end, so, through their discipline, sorcerers vanquish the foreign installation.

And …

The flyers’ mind flees forever when a sorcerer succeeds in grabbing on to the vibrating force that holds us together as a conglomerate of energy fields. If a sorcerer maintains that pressure long enough, the flyers’ mind flees in defeat. And that’s exactly what you are going to do: hold on to the energy that binds you together.

You are fearing the wrath of God, aren’t you? Rest assured, that’s not your fear. It’s the flyers’ fear, because it knows that you will do exactly as I’m telling you.

Don’t worry, I know for a fact that those attacks wear off very quickly. The flyers’ mind has no concentration whatsoever. You’re being torn by an internal struggle. Down in the depths of you, you know that you are incapable of refusing the agreement that an indispensable part of you, your glowing coat of awareness, is going to serve as an incomprehensible source of nourishment to, naturally, incomprehensible entities. And another part of you will stand against this situation with all its might.

The sorcerers’ revolution is that they refuse to honor agreements in which they did not participate. Nobody ever asked me if I would consent to be eaten by beings of a different kind of awareness. My parents just brought me into this world to be food, like themselves, and that’s the end of the story.

The more you think about it, and the more you talk to and observe yourself and your fellow men, the more intense will be the conviction that something has rendered us incapable of any activity or any interaction or any thought that doesn’t have the self as its focal point. Your concern, as well as the concern of everyone you know or talk to, is the self.

Later in this discussion Don Juan states that everybody is a victim of the Flyers/foreign installation. Everyone without exception, until they – through individualized, personal and comprehensive inner work – learn to control their minds to the extent that the Archonic force must flee as it no longer gains nourishment through invoking emotional responses with its subliminal discursive attacks. There is a danger in speaking on this topic in an arrogant manner – or any manner, for that matter – as that invites more intense attack and potential destabilization of one’s life. This destabilization will manifest through one’s own weak points as exploited through Archonic discursive attack or through the weaknesses of loved ones, family, friends and strangers, all subject to and ruled by the Flyer’s collective mind.

It is indeed like the Matrix, where everyone is potentially an Agent until they are unplugged, or that movie with Denzel Washington, Fallen, where the demon moves from person to person, using them to further its own ends. Other people can and are placed into our lives by the foreign installation for certain ends, often diabolical in nature from our perception of their effects.

Another source of information that holds a clue to the nature of humanity that is pertinent to this discussion is Laura Knight-Jadzyck and the Cassiopeans. I came to their work about 5 years ago, read her early stuff – before moving to France and achieving cult status (according to her detractors) – and found some resonance with certain ideas, such as this one, regarding the existence of what they consider to be two types of humanity.

In Gnosis, Mouravieff introduces the concept of two races of humanity. These are respectively called adamic and preadamic man. The Cassiopaeans have given the term Organic Portal to refer to preadamic man.

The difference between adamic and preadamic man is that preadamic man does not have an individuated soul. In all other respects, preadamic man is indistinguishable from adamic man. Preadamics do not have the so-called higher centers. If one attributes soul qualities to preadamic man, one is seeing a reflection of another’s soul in the preadamic and mistaking it for the individuated soul of the adamic man.

In the natural state of matters, the preadamic form would be an intermediate step between a species soul pool as exists in the animal kingdom and the fully individuated soul of an esoterically developed human. At the present time however, 4th density STS forces exploit preadamic man as a tool, often for derailing attempts at esoteric work.

To add a couple more highlights regarding Laura Knight-Jadzyck’s discussion on Organic Portals (OPs):

It becomes clearer then why most “top scientists”, in their theories, do not consider the spiritual dimension, or quickly write off any “unconventional” theories. The OP scientist (and just how many OP scientists there are is discussed further below) has no notion whatsoever of “spirit” or of the existence of higher centres. They are incapable of experiencing these higher centres, and therefore their descriptions of the world are lacking them. And because they cannot experience them, they deny their existence for everyone, including for those who are capable of “seeing” what the OP is incapable of seeing. In a materialistic world, where Organic Portals are in their Natural Element, and Souled Beings are NOT, with Organic Portal science drawing the boundary between what is true and what is false, there is no place for the Higher realms. It is “false” compared with the self-evident “truth” of materialism as experienced at all levels by the OP.

And …

To further demonstrate the working of the organic portal scientific mind, we have the following from Francis Heylighen, a research professor at Free University of Brussels and editor of the Principia Cybernetica Project, “an international organization for the collaborative development of an evolutionary-systemic philosophy”. In attempting to convince us of the mind as machine theory, he defines this very situation and gives us an insight into and description of the mind and nature of an organic portal.

In “Is there a Hard Problem of Consciousness” he writes:

First person experiences or qualia are the essentially subjective, personal feelings or experiences that each of us have (e.g. the feeling of “redness” or “cold”), and that cannot be described by words, formulas, programs or any other objective representation. According to some consciousness theorists, such as David Chalmers, an agent without such qualia would merely be a “zombie”, a creature that may behave, sense and communicate just like a human being, but that would lack the most crucial aspect of consciousness. The “hard problem” of consciousness research then consists in elucidating the nature of first-person experiences.
We believe that this approach is essentially misguided. If the hypothetical zombie behaves in all respects indistinguishably from a person with consciousness, then the principle of the identity of the indistinguishable would force us to conclude that the “zombie” has consciousness. How else would we know that the people around us aren’t zombies? We assume they have conscious experience similar to ourselves because they behave in all other respects similar to us. But if you would take this reasoning seriously, then you might start to get nightmarish fantasies in which you are the only real, conscious person in the world, and all the others are merely sophisticated automatons that pretend to be like you.

Have you ever had this “nightmarish fantasy” that the world is populated by zombies ? Well, guess what, it isn’t a fantasy. Half the people out there are exactly that: “sophisticated automatons that pretend to be like you”.

It is entirely fitting that he uses the term “agent” (the Matrix movie anyone?) for the type of programmed being, “be they made from flesh and blood or silicon chips”.

He goes on to say:

Agents do not sense the world as if they were impersonal, objective bystanders, that try to internally represent the world as it is, independently of themselves. For an agent a sensation is meaningful only to the degree that it relates to the agent’s goals, which, in practice, means that it is relevant to the agent’s individual survival.
Heylighen is describing the predator’s mind. This is startlingly close to the actual real life scenarios of psychopath’s behavior and thinking that are presented in Cleckely’s book “The Mask of Sanity”.

The author concludes :

Consciousness is not some mysterious substance, fluid, or property of matter, but a level of organization emerging from abstract processes and relations. People who search for consciousness in elementary particles (a form of panpsychism that has been suggested as a way to tackle the “hard problem”), because they cannot otherwise explain where the consciousness in our brain comes from, are misguided. Their intuition may be correct insofar that particles, just like any other system, should be seen as relations rather than just as clumps of matter. But to attribute consciousness to these extremely simple types of relations is merely a way to evade the really hard, but solvable, problem of reconstructing the complex cybernetic organization of the human mind in all its details and subtleties.
Here we have seen the Organic Portal view of themselves. Whether or not the individuals named are Organic Portals is not the issue. They may be souled individuals who have not yet been able to see behind the lie of the Personality. As long as that has not happened, souled individuals will function and see the world and themselves as if they were Organic Portals. But it is clear that this manner of “explaining” consciousness is limited, explaining only that particular form of consciousness manifested by the Personality – the exterior man. It can describe the functioning of the OP or the exterior man; it can not do justice to the consciousness of the Seeker engaged in the work of fusion to seat the soul.

I chose these particular quotes in order to reiterate a certain primary point that must not be forgotten. Everybody is infected. And that infection is potentially viral, passed down within our very genetic structure and until we each, individually, engaged in a similarly stupendous maneuver such as that Don Juan credits to the flyers, they will return, again and again, adding their baroque and subversive vitriol to the stream of discursiveness that typifies the unawakened mind, until something very specific is done in order to remedy the illness.

So the Flyers are here. The OPs are here. They are embedded within each of us individually or are family members and/or friends. They are whispering to us now. They are fighting with us now. For those who’ve seen the movie, Cloud Atlas, the Flyer is exemplified by the past-life Avataric representation the bedevils Tom Hank’s character in the futuristic sketch, constantly whispering to him, evoking gloom and doom, fear and loathing. The Flyers are that little voice that whispers to you that you are fat and ugly, skinny and retarded, that you’ll never be as smart or as successful as your brother or sister, that everybody’s laughing at you behind your back, that you need what someone else has got, that you hate or that you love, all designed as tools to further compromise your sovereignty as an ensouled human being and make you dependent upon and beholden to their thoughts, their mind. The OPs are the sociopaths and psychopaths, the ones who it seems like something important is missing behind their gaze, as if there is an emptiness and a cold and calculating intelligence that seems and feels somehow alien to you.

They are not in it for your success. Their final triumph is your death and that last devouring of your luminous egg, which must be like sipping the finest wine for them in satisfaction and intensity. They do not want an end to the drama, they want intensification and for you to go that final distance to total material and spiritual perversion.

Perhaps a large part of the reason that topics such as this are so rarely discussed is that when reading them, people recognize their own compromised state and so feel unqualified, or afraid, to speak out. They may recognize that they are on one side of the bell curve rather than the other, and decide not to speak because of the personal anguish that might cause.

The OP aspect is included in order to emphasize the fact that within this Archonic super-structure of culture and institutionalized hierarchical full-spectrum domination, any adherence to structure can be interpreted as an Archonic invasion. And that some individuals are more prone to adhering to the externally-applied structure they represent than others. Any referential aside that includes power relations stemming from personal or institutional sources is the Foreign Installation insinuating itself within the situation. This applies in any situation where two or more people are gathered, or even in an individual situation when you find yourself complying with the directives of your mind – expressed through inner dialogue, an actual conversation with yourself, even – to create some sort of unnecessary-but-mandatory order in your current endeavor, whether that endeavor is washing the dishes or walking without stepping on the sidewalk lines.

Since half of the world’s population is non-souled from this perspective and at least 45% of the rest have nominally made themselves that way by complying with the cultural instructions received since birth, resulting in the darkening of their own personal bioluminesence, practically everybody that you talk to, including you yourself, is compromised to a greater or lesser extent, depending upon personal work and observed and intuited behavior modifications. Souled individuals that take on sociopathic behavior in order to ‘fit in’ or succeed in systemic integration suffer the consequences of their actions commiserate with their nature. Non-souled individuals are expressing their natural state of being. The system is everything to one of these groups, to the other, it is an insufferable imposition. But it must be remembered that the gradient is a bell curve, and therefore, its expression is gradual between two very different extremes.

Is this fear-mongering? No. Is this paranoia? No. It is a dispassionate observation based upon a position gleaned from experience personal and collective. Experience that we all have, should we choose to examine it in-depth. By in-depth, I mean the recapitulation process, as described also by Don Juan to Carlos Castaneda  The recapitulation process is not the ordinary rumination that we generally engage in when dwelling upon events of the past. It is a very specific practice designed to clarify a life in preparation for leaving it behind and become clear, what other traditions have called enlightened and no longer prey to the depredations of the Flyers/Archons/Asuras/Foreign Installation.

There is an enormous premium on time. For sorcerers in general, time is of the essence. The challenge I am faced with is that in a very compact unit of time I must cram into you everything there is to know about sorcery as an abstract proposition, but in order to do that I have to build the necessary space in you.

The premise of sorcerers is that in order to bring something in, there must be a space to put it in. If you are filled to the brim with the items of everyday life, there’s no space for anything new. That space must be built. Do you see what I mean? The sorcerers of olden times believed that the recapitulation of your life made the space. It does, and much more, of course.

The way sorcerers perform the recapitulation is very formal. It consists of writing a list of all the people they have met, from the present to the very beginning of their lives. Once they have that list, they take the first person on it and recollect everything they can about that person. And I mean everything, every detail. It’s better to recapitulate from the present to the past, because the memories of the present are fresh, and in this manner, the recollection ability is honed. What practitioners do is to recollect and breathe. They inhale slowly and deliberately, fanning the head from right to left, in a barely noticeable swing, and exhale in the same fashion.

The inhalations and exhalations should be natural; if they are too rapid, one enters into something called tiring breaths: breaths that require slower breathing afterward in order to calm down the muscles.

Begin making your list today. Divide it by years, by occupations, arrange it in any order you want to, but make it sequential, with the most recent person first, and end with Mommy and Daddy. And then, remember everything about them. No more ado than that. As you practice, you will realize what you’re doing.

And …

The power of the recapitulation is that it stirs up all the garbage of our lives and brings it to the surface.

I’m going to delineate the intricacies of awareness and perception, which are the basis of the recapitulation. I am going to present an arrangement of concepts that you should not take as sorcerers’ theories under any conditions, because it is an arrangement formulated by the shamans of ancient Mexico as a result of seeing energy directly as it flows in the universe. I will present the units of this arrangement to you without any attempt at classifying them or ranking them by any predetermined standard.

I’m not interested in classifications. You have been classifying everything all your life. Now you are going to be forced to stay away from classifications. Classifications have a world of their own. After you begin to classify anything, the classification becomes alive, and it rules you. But since classifications never started as energy-giving affairs, they always remain like dead logs. They are not trees; they are merely logs.

The sorcerers of ancient Mexico saw that the universe at large is composed of energy fields in the form of luminous filaments. They saw zillions of them, wherever they turned to see. They also saw that those energy fields arranged themselves into currents of luminous fibers, streams that are constant, perennial forces in the universe. The current or stream of filaments that is related to the recapitulation was named by those sorcerers the dark sea of awareness, and also the Eagle.

Those sorcerers also found out that every creature in the universe is attached to the dark sea of awareness at a round point of luminosity that was apparent when those creatures were perceived as energy. On that point of luminosity, which the sorcerers of ancient Mexico called the assemblage point of human beings, zillions of energy fields from the universe at large, in the form of luminous filaments, converge and go through it. These energy fields are converted into sensory data, and the sensory data is then interpreted and perceived as the world we know. What turns the luminous fibers into sensory data is the dark sea of awareness. Sorcerers see this transformation and call it the glow of awareness, a sheen that extends like a halo around the assemblage point. I’m going to make a statement which, in the understanding of sorcerers, is central to comprehending the scope of the recapitulation.

What we call the senses in organisms is nothing but degrees of awareness. If we accept that the senses are the dark sea of awareness, we have to admit that the interpretation that the senses make of sensory data is also the dark sea of awareness. To face the world around us in the terms that we do is the result of the interpretation system of mankind with which every human being is equipped. Every organism in existence has to have an interpretation system that permits it to function in its surrounding.

The old sorcerers saw that at the moment of death, the dark sea of awareness sucked in, so to speak, through the assemblage point, the awareness of living creatures. They also saw that the dark sea of awareness had a moment’s, let’s say, hesitation when it was faced with sorcerers who had done a recounting of their lives. Unbeknownst to them, some had done it so thoroughly that the dark sea of awareness took their awareness in the form of their life experiences, but didn’t touch their life force. Sorcerers had found out a gigantic truth about the forces of the universe: the dark sea of awareness wants only our life experiences, not our life force.

Sorcerers believe that as we recapitulate our lives, all the debris, as I told you, comes to the surface. We realize our inconsistencies, our repetitions, but something in us puts up a tremendous resistance to recapitulating. Sorcerers say that the road is free only after a gigantic upheaval, after the appearance on our screen of the memory of an event that shakes our foundations with its terrifying clarity of detail. It’s the event that drags us to the actual moment that we lived it. Sorcerers call that event the usher, because from then on every event we touch on is relived, not merely remembered.

Walking is always something that precipitates memories. The sorcerers of ancient Mexico believed that everything we live we store as a sensation on the backs of the legs. They considered the backs of the legs to be the warehouse of man’s personal history.

Walking will have you ready to begin this sorcerers’ maneuver of finding an usher: an event in your life that you will remember with such clarity that it will serve as a spotlight to illuminate everything else in your recapitulation with the same, or comparable, clarity. Do what sorcerers call recapitulating pieces of a puzzle. Something will lead you to remember the event that will serve as your usher. Give it your best shot; do your best.

While we may not hold many of the same beliefs that are expressed above, the base idea remains salient. The instructions, while being very specific and subject to modification, are also salient. Only half of the population of the planet are able to get this. To do it. That is disturbing only to the extent that we generalize about the nature of humanity, assigning personal characteristics that continue to be patently unobserveable in the behavior patterns of the general populace. And the majority of that half is under the spell of the Foreign Installation right this moment. Even those of us who are awake, those who gather and discuss these issues everywhere in the world, continue to experiences instances where our discursiveness immediately informs us that we have a Flyer infiltration. The moment when we question someone’s motives in communicating, or in their disagreement with our point, or in our wondering what their motive was, or in our attempts to set others up through debate when we already have an answer set in our minds. This is all infiltration, to the extent that we apply emotional weight to it and it colors our perception and resultant thoughts, words and actions.

The natural state of humanity, as exemplified by the innocence of babies and young children, is one of openness, of living in the Now, of clarity of thought, direct honesty and joy. As the Flyer takes over, as their cloak of control darkens our luminescence, we grow increasingly more dense, concentrated, baroque. We then interact almost exclusively within the parameters of the emotional body – with just enough mental body suggestion to initiate the amygdala/hypothalamus-borne fueling of our next attack or defense – pinging each other like medieval puppets on strings while the ultra-dimensional overlords feed on our weaknesses and compliance with their directives. And we think they’re our thoughts. That our patterns are our own, individualized, personal. They are not. Clarity of mind as an original state of Being is our birthright.

The thoughts that constantly run through our minds, seemingly coming from elsewhere, are.

Archon Series

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part I

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part II

OPs, Archons and Flyers, Oh No! Part III

The Power of Words


Etymology: the study of the history of words, their origins, and how their form and meaning have changed over time.

It is very important that we use words precisely. Because words have meaning. But what is interesting about those meanings, is that words retain their original meaning, no matter what the new context or definition is. I’ll use a very difficult example, just to show the power of words and how the understood meaning can change over time, but how the original meaning sometimes subtly and sometimes grossly can influence the new meaning.

Nigger –> English –> Currently a derogatory or celebratory term used to either denigrate or compliment
Negro –> English –> Member of a black-skinned race of Africa
Negro –> Spanish, Portugese –> Black (as above)
Niger/Nigrum –> Latin –> Black, dark, sable, dusky, gloomy, unlucky, bad, wicked
Niger –> Ibo (W. African language) –> King; Niger-ia (also, N-ga) –> Queen; N-ger-s –> the Goddess Neggur (Hathor); Nugarmatta –> people of the Ghana (W. African) Empire
Naga –> Sanskrit –> Serpent deities in Hinduism and Buddhism; Aboriginal peoples of various Southeast Asian origins
N-g’r/Net-ger/Neter –> Egyptian –> God, gods and goddesses

In the context of Metaphysics, the words we choose to use to express ourselves are often indicative of where our level of understanding currently is. We are all ignorant, period. Lots of stuff we don’t know. Life is a learning process and we are Works in progress. Because English has loan words from many language, the difficulty in knowing the origins of all of the words we use is self-evident. But since words have power, and we often lend personal power to the terms we use through the channeling of our own emotional/pain bodies in the phrases, sentences and postings that we add to the conversations we engage in, the spells we create for and against each other are very clear to those intimately familiar with words and with casting.

Quantum biology supports the notion of entanglement through interaction, minds intertwining, interwoven and interacting. We are, effectively, reaching into others when we speak or write. When we read, we are bringing others into ourselves. As we consider ideas expressed, we are co-creating a current and shared understanding of a form of reality that is specific to the spells we are co-casting, to the Great Work of Alchemy, personal transformation in the spiritual sense.

The sovereignty movement has a correct understanding of the power of words. The Elite have a correct understanding of the power of words. Meta-physicians have a correct understanding of the power of words. Words spoken begin as discursiveness within the brain, the little voice speaking within, for some, a constant chatter, for others who have worked on it utilizing meditative techniques – and who have, perhaps, experienced Kensho/Satori/Enlightenment/Grace events – that discursiveness has been stilled to a greater or lesser degree, and so the words they speak are supremely effective to the extent that they always say exactly what they mean. No more and no less.

Words can work magic upon us, cast spells, when you read certain people’s writing, the precise, formulaic expression reads like a mathematical equation. When you read other people’s writing, it reads more like a stream-of-consciousness ramble. Neither of which is good or bad, they just are, but much of the bickering that we fall prey to comes down to either an incorrect reading of the words and a correct reading of the intent behind the words or the correct reading of the words but an incorrect reading of the intent behind the words. The key word in the preceding sentence is intent, which is important. That is where the power lies that imbues the words with energy.

If we are seeking to build something together, to create, to understand and move higher, together, then the intent will be clear and will infuse all conversations begun and carried out in this vein with a resonant vibratory frequency that will attract the kind of energy that contributes to individual and collective spiritual growth.

And vice versa. Being careful with our words should just be par the course. Understanding what we are saying and really meaning when we share is not only considerate of others but shows a strong sense of self-respect. The emotional/pain body – which is built and reinforced over a lifetime of experience interpreted through chemical and hormonal bodily programming – does indeed just get in the way. Clear communication is paramount, especially when speaking on topics of the utmost importance.

 

Be The Change: Are you a part of the problem or the solution?


I’m no fan of pie-in-the-sky dreaming.

Of reductionist thought that answers the real problems of real people in the real world with deeper truth platitudes that end discussion and leave people foundering, sullen and silently fuming as their issues are relegated to meaninglessness in the face of the absolute. This is not to say that being aware of the absolute truth of reality is problematic. Rather, it is to say that confronting the limited and material truths of our reality with the Absolute is not a solution, but is instead a communicative, verbal and vibratory weapon often designed to overwhelm less eternal truths.

An example of this is saying that race does not matter because we are all human. Most people do believe this is true. But bringing this truth up in a conversation about the Israeli/Palestinian problem, or the issue of black incarceration in the Prison Industrial Complex in the United States does not forward the discussion, nor does it offer any practical solutions that can be implemented in the resolution of the problem.

Solutions are what are needed. Heart-centered solutions that speak to the necessity of all people to have their sovereign rights as incarnate souls respected. This is  a basic human right of existence that cannot be gainsayed by any political ideology, philosophical treaties or religious creed.

The good news is that hearts and minds are opening daily. That consciousness is spreading like wildfire across the world as the inter connectivity provided by the internet becomes the ubiquitous mode of communication for the majority of the world’s citizens. Seeking solutions and salvation beyond the self in groups and institutions must be accompanied by a search for solutions within each of us for our own problems and issues. There can be no real movement for peace and unity when we do not each individually possess those qualities within ourselves.

A slight qualification of the above statement is in order: there can be such movements and have been and probably will be, but those movements will be corrupted at their heart and soul if those who comprise the movement are corrupted in their hearts and souls. The body of membership of any organization is the sum of that membership, inculcating their dreams and desires, which then become the mission and purpose of the group. No matter what their stated principles are, the words and actions of the group will reflect the collective will of their membership, manifesting even their unconscious dreams and desires, masked beneath an rhetorical facade that usually only pays lip service to the ideology publically espoused.

This is why politicians are always caught with their pants down and their bank accounts open, their integrity compromised. This is why corporate raiders and profiteers are concerned primarily with the bottom line, lining their pockets with obscene bonuses and wondering why anybody would complain. This is why preachers and priests do terrible things to children and the emotionally compromised. This is why we hate ourselves, secretly in our inner hearts and souls, desperately seeking salavation outside of ourselves because to look within and actually do something about what we find there is too painful to work with directly.

It’s all well and good to speak words of wisdom or quote the spiritual and philosophical masters and enlightened ones when that sharing is done in the spirit of giving and not in the spirit of taking. In this sense, taking praise from others, likes from the multitude, the verbal praise of having something that others lack, of being able to see into the heart of  situations and to share what is seen there in an empathic and seemingly loving manner is a gift of the spirit and can be easily recognized for its resonance factor and embodiment of higher energetic frequencies. Conversely, doing such in the context of a personal battle of wills or in the making of points that emphasize an individual and egoistic attachment to self-gratification through the adulation of the hoi polloi serve to densify and further stratify personality in a hierarchical and energetically vampiric structure of vanity and egoism. Differentiating between these two types of expression is a stark but necessary maneuver for those who seek to recognize the real from the facade. Platitudes and truisms used as weapons in order to win an argument or in response to a perceived slight on the part of others are platitudes and truisms used in vain.

They are indicative of BEingness that is self-centered and ego-centric. Granted, that consciousness may be and probably is on the road of spiritual and philosophical enlightenment, but in that particular instance they have been waylaid by the intellect of ego and the densification of anger, affront or judgement, which renders their judgement faulty. This is a condition of creation and material incarnation and there is no fault in living in the real and being cognizant of the process of gradual evolution, which is indeed a process, meaning, it does not happen instantaneously for most people. It takes a while to grow and learn through experience how to truly become wise instead of just appearing so.

The solutions to all of the world’s problems are already known. The way to get there has already been laid out. The world’s problems are the same as each of our individual problems, just magnified and fractalized at a larger scale of macrocosmic occurrence. It is in the application of this knowledge to ourselves that we fail to apply the solutions that the world needs. And it will only be when we begin as a collective to recognize our individual failings and the interconnectivity of all consciousness that we will understand that by helping ourselves we are indeed helping the world.

The change begins with each of us. It has already begun and is well in progress. Are you a part of the solutions? Or a part of the problem?

Make a difference. Beyond the platitudes and quotes, we must indeed be the change we want to see in the world. Words must lead to actions in order for the shift to be actualized and manifest for us and our children and our children’s children to enjoy a world based upon a very different paradigm than the one that is failing around us in this very moment.

The Clarity of Presence: Psychopathy as faux-enlightenment


Only the modern day mystics, rebels with and without causes and the psychologically unstable or psychopathic consciously cultivate a non-normative state of being in the western meta-narrational context which invites the societal mechanisms for out-group labeling to collectivize these diverse expressions of mental and spiritual innovation as outliers along the bell curve of personality construction, thereby dismissing them as aberrations.

Sometimes, the qualitative differences between directed consciousness and psychopathy are the only trustworthy indicators of an individual’s orientation. It is possible to mistakenly equate the words, actions and deeds of the individual who is in the process of mastering mental and emotional control with those of the individual who has considerable mental capabilities but no internal emotional life to speak of.  The mask sometimes worn by one of highly directed consciousness when attempting to appear normal can be mistaken for the mask of the predatory psychopath who has practiced this facade for a lifetime in order to blend in with the prey population. The primary and notable difference, which can be ascertained directly upon review of actions and responses, is intent and energetic conservation.

For those expressing directed consciousness as a form of higher mental and spiritual development, the morality of the world scriptures and law is a near physical imperative. For the psychopathic, they are haphazard and non-binding rulings that constrict their prey only and mean nothing to them in their never-ending quest for self-gratification. For those engaged in the expression of directed consciousness, emotions are purposefully utilized to achieve aims based upon their alignment with their underlying connection with Source/Godhead and their empathic resonation to the human condition. For those without the inherent capacity for deep emotivity and empathy, emotions are either random or egocentrically-related and primarily connected to the achievement of personal goals again associated with self-aggrandizement and selfishness.

Often it serves the agenda of fear and loathing to mischaracterize evolved souls as psychopaths. Their lack of adherence to certain types of social customs designed to reinforce institutionalized behaviors and beliefs makes them seem crazy to those around them, especially if there is well-meaning concern for their welfare. The lack of interest in material reward and personal achievement is sometimes thought to be a sign of mental deficiency or illness and is codified and explained away as a comfortable excuse that satisfies the personal needs of the concerned family members and friends to understand in the context of their shared worldview. The agenda of the psychopathic can also be served in such a way, but instead of being an expression of concern, it is instead an expression of personal animus, a lack of the ability to comprehend such a state of being, outright disbelief in the possibility of such a state even existing and/or hidden agendas as always related to service-to-self intentions and thought processes. The evolving soul thusly compromised materially often goes with the flow, allowing those around them to dictate their perception of reality while knowing it is inherently false, as their natural state of consideration requires a strict allowance of free will choice on the part of others, often even at the cost of their own physical safety. But since they are motivated by such deep and abiding knowledge of the nature of reality, synchronicitous events and happenstance often conspire to transform events in favor of their inevitable freedom from the constraints of low opinion and ignorance, releasing them into the wilds of autonomous exploration and destiny manifest.

The qualitative difference between these two types of individuals expressing nigh oppositional orientations on the scale of personal mental and spiritual development is physically palpable.  Vibrational resonance facilitated by the quality of thoughts and the connection or disconnection with the Source Field and its energetic imperatives manifests as an ambient aura of calming presence and awareness, emanating from the individual so bestowed into their environs, permeating the auras of those in their immediate vicinity thereby inculcating feelings of peace and presence. The tales of such pertaining to the wonder and magnetism experienced by many who have been in the presence of Sages and Gurus the world across speaks to the universality of this Truth. While words and actions can be faked, and are, often, true and direct connection to the Utmost cannot.

The human reality is diverse and meaningful in all stages and aspects. All expressions of life are sublime manifestations of deeper imperatives that drive human industry and experiential diversity. Calm and well-being is our natural state of mind. Peace radiates from the core of our very essence. Everything really is fine.

Directed Consciousness: The resonation of material expression


Right now, everything is fine. Peace pulsates at the center. The radiance of calm and well-being exudes an aura of golden stillness.

Spiritual Life CoachingThis is not so because life is perfect. It is not because things are either good or bad. The reason has nothing to do with the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, the trials and tribulations of life. The reason has to do only with the fact that living in the Now creates a mental and spiritual space of presence and awareness. It is the total concentration of attention on the Present. It is the living consciousness of complete awareness.

This is not to say that engaging memory or considerations of the future do not occur. Of course they must, as the processes of living require them in order to navigate life and the world. As an example of directed consciousness, the recapitulation process is a mandatory practice in the resolution of a lifetime. This is also not to say that the emotions are stilled immediately, as they are connected to memory and considerations of the future and often arise spontaneously as the mental imagery and habitual sub-vocal discursiveness engage patterns of chemical release in the form of neuro-peptides cascading from the hypothalamus into the cells of the body, resulting in the bodily expression of mental stimuli. But as the habit of living in the Now evolves and deepens, the neural network begins to reflect the mental changes and the synaptic connection between axons and dendrites that form the network associations we call personality and the memory-based, experiential triggers and self-regulating emotional patterns, resulting in a qualitative rarification process that streamlines the physical structure of the mind in response to the new pattern of the thought processes.

The personal experience of this phenomenon may seem curious and improbable when compared to the typical pattern of emotional addiction and mental chatter that typifies the normative lived experience. But it is the natural evolution of directed consciousness and steady insistence upon mental and emotional control. The ability to direct consciousness and regulate attention is concentration. Everyone does it to a certain extent. Through the practice of physical and mental tasks that develop concentration mind control is facilitated. Art, music, sports and academics all require the development of the concentrative faculties in order to excel in these practices. Since most people have participated in any one of these exercises the states of presence and awareness that often accompany their successful and skilled expression may be somewhat familiar. The reality of living in a constant state of presence and awareness is the reality of living in the Zone.

No matter the state of mind, emotion or body, every moment is perfect. Sometimes it takes a conscious effort to realize this. Ceasing the constant mental chatter to access the infinite space of presence and awareness that underlies all and looking at situations and the world through eyes bright with the epiphanic wonder of directed consciousness reminds the limited personality construct that our default perceptive modalities are only a pale rendition of what is possible.

In the Now regrets fall away into oblivion, as do worries and fears. It becomes readily apparent that such are the illusions of imaginative dwelling, fed by the emotional maelstrom that becomes the personality construct’s default mind-state due to the habitual avoidance of the present moment. Societal forces are in large part responsible for the individual’s preoccupation with the external reality to the detriment of the internal reality. Societal norms and pressure from kinship and peer groups enforce conformity and adherence to patterns of behavior deviating only minimally from standard medians of expressive measurement.

The Voice from Nowhere


The pleasures of a life are many and fleeting but are as nothing compared to the ecstasy of life. The sublime experiences of the spirit are able to lift one from the midst of the daily grind, eliciting wonder and joy, giving a higher context to the purpose of living consciously and in search of the higher aspects of self versus the gratification of the lower. The juxtaposition of the physical and the spiritual is the cauldron of happiness and sadness we traverse through our experiences, the fixation of our attention and perspective alternating between the higher and the lower aspects of our lives. Navigating the Path between the two extremes requires discipline and dedication, mind control and emotional stability.

Life is both sweet and sour and it is designed to be that way. The Earth experience is not a garden of peace nor is it a war planet. It is both and neither, it is something more and something less. The more is the sum of its parts, the objective manifestation of all potentiality within a holographic material matrix of sensual inundation and psycho-spiritual bombardment that satiates the multidimensional requirements of evolving souls. The less is its relative and subjective nature, its tendency to overwhelm the senses and the mind, resulting in crass debauchery and physical enjoyment to the detriment of the higher senses.

Once you have experienced Oneness, the Godhead/Trinity, Unity, Source, directly and unequivocally, you are forever connected to it from that moment on. It lies behind every thought, it informs every relative truth, it denies all separation. It is the futility of living false lives, of telling lies, of being greedy, of serving the needs of self over others. It is pressing the internal button to turn on the omniversal multimedia presentation called Creation, to connect to it consciously, with the intent and purpose of complying with its directives, which represent the laws of energy conservation and movement at all levels of being. In all actuality, we are never disconnected from it – as it is our Home – but the inculcation of an egoistic personality complex and the mental structures of time and space navigation combine to obscure the deeper currents of mind, where the still and placid immensity of All That Is flow unendingly, ever available to those willing to let go and let God.

The pleasures of life lived for the senses are a mere distraction from the deeper pleasures of spiritual awakening. Going beyond pleasure, beyond happiness, beyond the need for any sort of material gratification or emotional intoxication is the reward of the spiritual quest. Food, sex, violence and all variations and associated modalities satiate the sensual, those whose highest aspirations are material gratification and that is as it should be, as life takes all types and we all co-exist at different levels of understanding and experience. But for those traversing these dales of lustful travails they pale quickly, the call ever heard to seek higher, go deeper, expand vision and experience wider. The quiet whisper of Truth promising something more, something amazing, something lasting, something real. And yet, paradoxically, it is the moderate experience of both sides that reveals the true meaning of life.

Complying with the directives of Creation is following the voice from nowhere, the one that speaks without sound. Learning to still the mind and cultivate the quietude of inner peace. Existing in the Now when necessary, recognizing the Crossroads moments and embodying purest Self in response, thereby fulfilling destiny and the highest potentiality of each and ever moment.

As humans on the journey of self-discovery it is necessary for us to be gentle with ourselves along the path. We will fail. We will backslide, meander, digress for a time, it is the nature of consciousness co-opted to alternate between sleeping and awakening for a time. But there will come another time when you will suddenly realize that you are awake more than you are asleep, that you are conscious of your path and purpose and you are actively manifesting the actions necessary to embody your truest expression of Self as only you can.

But to get to this space of Being one has first to begin the journey.

The gratifying reality of real spiritual advancement is that as you initiate your conscious and directed journey to realization you become aware of the existence of certain markers and signposts along the way. There are traditions that inform the seeker about roadblocks ahead or pratfalls to be traversed. Holy books filled with the wisdom of the ages and oral traditions cached with the truth of eternity. Continued immersion within spiritual themes contributes to control of the mind as contemplative practices such as meditation and prayer rarefy the mental space, making it a fitting abode for the Divine. As the mind purifies, the thoughts purify, as the thoughts purify so do the words and, as a result, the actions.

Jesus can get you there, as can Buddha, as can Muhammad, as can Eckhart as can Blavatsky as can so many others. The understanding that surpasses sectarian subjectivity and cultural relativity is the realization that all speak of the same underlying reality by way of differing perspectives. We each take on the perspectives that are comfortable to us. All who follow the path sincerely and with dedication will arrive at the same goal eventually. The path is an inner one and the religious traditions all possess the keys that will unlock the gate. Choosing to unlock the gate is choosing to integrate the higher and lower natures and to accept life as it comes, forgoing the dependency upon the physical nature to solve our problems and determine our goals in life. Getting past impatience and anger, jealousy and greed. Cultivating patience and tolerance, compassion and altruism. Becoming a complete human being, squaring the circle and enlightening the consciousness.

A Spider’s Life: On the necessity of a perspective shift


It’s often very easy to lose perspective.

Our thought patterns and emotions are often so repetitive and so bodily overwhelming that we become mired in thought patterns of self-imposed suffering, flights of inpure fantasy and imaginative armaggedons that threaten life as we know it daily.

In recently working to strip and repaint a century-plus old building, I kept maiming and killing insects. Small, anonymous spiders that would rush out of the way of the broom, sanding paper, steel wool or paint scraper, frantically seeking safety from my invasion of their territory. Think about it:

This is my home. Of my dozens of brothers and sisters, I found this place. Small, dark. Food comes, sparsely lately. The cold is coming. But I have my home. Today … 

My transgression resulted in pure fear, rushing adrenaline (or the spider’s equivalent of such), sometimes dismemberment, and death. For what reason? From the spider’s perspective, I was death itself, come calling. Out of the blue a massive, inscrutable invasion of not only their home but their body as well, initiating fight or flight but quickly becoming flight alone as the sheer incomprehensibility and massive size of my tools, body and presence made any perceived resistance on their part not only futile but impossible. What must those insects last moments have been like?

Not like this. Why?

We are often like that. Awoken from our waking dreams by events, inscrutable and immense that seem to sweep into our lives and change everything. Events that seem to have arrived from nowhere and that just as quickly disappear somewhere leaving our lives shattered beyond repair. If we are lucky enough to survive it with only dismemberment or personal turmoil we are left contemplating what happened to us, often re-centering our repetitive thought patterns around a new fulcrum and repeating the same pattern of dwelling and tumultuous emotional intoxication that reinforces the energetic perceptual miasma within which we conduct our lives.

The insects had no greater knowledge of my purposes. They had no idea I was repainting cleaning off old paint, no conception of my motivations for doing so or the larger societal structures that put me in the direct position to impact their lives. Similarly, we as humans of a broader but still limited perspective have very little idea about the reasons why certain events happen in our lives. We are not cognizant of the forces that brought them in to play at the societal and planetary level, at the solar systemic, galactic or cosmic level.

In the face of this kind of ignorance, the subjective siren song of the body and its needs consume our thoughts and direct our actions. The two brains, the one in our head and the one in our stomach, combine to send impressions, feelings, cravings and random bodily sensations to our consciousness which has to deal with those plus the functions of the higher mind that leave us lost in the past and future as our bodies navigate the Now for us, more or less successfully, given our penchant for distraction. Given the state of modern Western society and the physical and psychological ills that affect many of its inhabitants it should not come as a surprise that perspective is difficult to inculcate and retain.

Perspective in this instance does not come from centering consciousness in the body. As stated earlier, the body is the focal point of the emotional brew, in turn affected by the deprivations and delights of the sensual world. Food or the lack thereof, water, drugs and alcohol. The more we reside within our bodies the more apt we are to be distracted by it, hence the exhortation in spiritual systems the world across to come out of the body and seek one’s true center in the Divine.

Does a spider know God?

My web, my life, perfect geometric construction of fractal reality, my senses attuned to the sun, the wind. The exhilaration of the hunt, the sweet nectar of life slowly drained from my Food, sustaining me. Moments, hours, hanging, waiting, meditating upon Being with no future and no past, only Now. My web thrums …

From the perspective of a Human Being, do we know God?

The sense of clarity and presence resultant in living life amidst the predators and the saints with a perspective moored beyond either extreme of the spectrum is a mirror reflection of the clarity and presence attuned to when consciousness is centered beyond the body and within God. God in this and every instance being commiserate with Source, the Creative Void, Pure Consciousness, Love, Home. Like a still pool reflecting the sky above, impressions from the world are like single raindrops falling to disturb the peace of stillness, reverberating, rippling outwards to manifest as signs of struggle and suffering in our lives. The process of training the mind to retain that inherent stillness is the process of creating within yourself a receptacle for the expression of the Divine upon the physical plane.

The perspective of the Divine is beyond pain. It is beyond petty needs and desires, it is beyond jealousies, envy and greed. Since my spider friends and teachers are in direct and constant commune with the Source of All That Is without the distractions that we humans are bombarded by for much of the days and years their return to that essence and final goodbye to their bodies and this world were without the kind of turmoil that humans, when faced with imminent death, are subjected – by their fears – to. The religious and culturally-derived fear of death that permeates our present milieu is a direct result of the loss of that direct and constant commune with the Source of All That Is.

The perspective of the Divine is that there is no Death. Living life honoring the body and the biological by not consciously seeking to terminate life is fulfilling a higher purpose. And yet when death occurs no matter the circumstance,  it is a perfect reflection of causes and results and levels of higher aggregation generally too abstract and multi-dimensional for our conscious minds to encompass. As chaos theory posits the effects of a leaf upon a hurricane, so each thought, word and action affects our lives and lives beyond ours at a level of interconnection that defies explication. And yet, it is, these things are.

And so we must shift our perspectives to find peace and clarity amidst the ripples, hurricanes and circumstances of life. Look past the body and its needs, society and its needs, to a higher cause, a higher affinity, a higher responsibility. The responsibility that we each have to each other, to Life, to Creation, to God. As individual shards of consciousness distilled from the multiversal brew our singular lives have purpose and meaning in the constant and never-ending evolution of All That Is, but that meaning is contextual to your meaning, to her meaning, to his meaning, to our meaning. Alone, we are units, while together we create a whole,  co-existing in all possible permutations of probability, enacting and enjoying this thing called life.