Practical Enlightenment: Dealing with instant karma


A return to the creative void, to Source and the experience of Nirvana, aligns the individual with the All.

The experience of total union, of submersion within Oneness will retaining a recognition of one’s self apart from that Oneness sears the synapses, clearing emotional detritus of a lifetime and allowing the individual to return to mundane waking life. But that does not remove her from experiencing the effects of her actions. Past karma is cleared but current karma in the Now must always be resolved as both the seed and the result are contained within every action. The wisdom of the Ages instructs without err in proclaiming that those seeking to live a higher form of life must free themselves of all attachments, be they good or bad. By so doing, future actions will not create karma that must be resolved in this or another lifetime.

But how can you live a life free of karma?

By being totally integral.

What does that mean?

By living free of obscurations. Totally clear, like a glass of water.

What are obscurations?

They are the expressions of ego. All separateness from others creates obscurations.

What are some examples of these expressions?

Lying, coveting and all behavior associated with these obscurations.

Attachments bind one to the object of attachment. Resultant behavior not in alignment with Source must be corrected to be in alignment. The purity of Source is the ultimate love, an infinite measure beyond that deemed to be human love, an expression of the totality of all emotion underlying the form of creation as the substrate of materiality, the magnetic and gravitational force that simultaneously attracts and repels, binds and releases, causes and results. As the foundational aspect of all being, its precision is mathematical in nature, encompassing all potentiality and probability, according all natural and human laws as dependent variables that range around a median modality of expression materially manifest as the cosmos and multiverse. The energetic reality underlying the objective experience enforces compliance with multiversal law which is experienced materially as thermodynamics and karma.

Human experientiality ranges in the median of all energetic variables. Our senses experience only a small fraction of the total.  We see and hear in the middle of the visual range, our other senses are limited to our perceptual awareness which is all too often minimized due to the distracted nature of our thought processes. The inherent subjectivity of human incarnation is made even more difficult by the isolation of ego and the facade of relativity mistaken as objectivity. The inability to see and experience reality clearly result in obscurations that must be reconciled along the spiritual path. That reconciliation is the goal of all aspiration.

Once the seed of karma has been watered its fruit must be born as it is an energetic equation that must eventually  be solved. The clearer one becomes the quicker the karma is resolved. The less detritus that stands in between the individual ego and Source the more direct the path between cause and result. The emotional return is dependent upon the chosen connections made following Satori, if any. The choice to remain living in the world necessitates the choice of attachments to maintain in order to retain that connection to materiality, or else the call of the formative void is too great to resist for very much longer following the direct experience of it.

What do you mean, the call is to great to resist?

Death calls, ever.

Death is the end of everything!

Death is the end of nothing.

Isn’t death fearsome?

Death is the end of fear.

How is it possible for one to be afraid of a place one has visited previously? This is the primary gift of Satori. The sure knowledge of what lies beyond the mortal veil. From the moment of that realization on, fear of death is done. All lesser fears immediately or gradually fade away as well.

Nothing in this Creation can truly harm any of us. Living life consciously in awareness of Life after Death is to live a life of total Freedom. Realizing that the choices and the conditions of a life are shifting and ephemeral is to take away their power to give rise to fear within and, if and when the choice to live according to full knowing is made, the person so connected to that which lies beyond becomes the living expression of the infinite and eternal and the ancient truisms pertaining to divinity without and within become the lived modality of being. All thoughts, words and actions are then in alignment with Source as Source is the direct knower, manifesting through the material vessel of the individual who has evolved to this state of manifestation. Certain aspects of personality remain, the ego remains, but now as a servant rather than the master of the vessel.

Those who achieve this state of being are often apart but never lonely as their compassion fills the world, connects them to all souls within the world and beyond. Normal relationships may fall by the wayside as people move on, as they are not receiving what they were previously on the emotional side of the relationship. The individual may appear uncaring on the level of romantic love, even though the heart of compassion is alive within them. To old friends and lovers, they may seem like a different person altogether. And they are. The memories of the person they were before remain, but the emotional connections no longer define them. The experience of true unity, true all-encompassing, all-permeating, all-existent love, compassion and one-ness contextualizes human aspiration and life and we incarnate within its grasp become visible at our true scale in relation to all things.

Such  a revelation can be staggering if ego is engaged fully, its impermanence and instability on display as always. But beyond ego there is a space of knowing that we all have. An understanding of where we have come from and where we are all eventually returning to that can reveal the true meaning of life beyond the dramas, the pain and the tears. All of that has its place in our existence and is meaningful to our individual and collective spiritual growth. Everything is an expression of one thing and nothing is separate. Absolutely nothing.

The seed and its fruit are implicit in every thought, word and action. If you do something, what you thought would happen? Will happen. And it will be what you knew would happen all along.

Now you just have to deal with it.

The Enlightenment Series

The Great Gathering

Practical Enlightenment: The aftermath of Kenshō

The End of Forever

Practical Enlightenment: Living in the World

Practical Enlightenment: Processing the emotions of other people

Practical Enlightenment: The vale of tears

Practical Enlightenment: Dealing with instant karma

True Awakening: The conservation of energy

What are you thinking? Core aspects of BEing-ness …


What are you thinking about?

Nothing.

C’mon, tell me.

Absolutely nothing. My mind is empty.

At this point in the conversation, the person you are engaged with will generally give you a look intimating that you have lost touch with sanity. Then they will laugh and continue to press you until you tell them what you were thinking about.

When people answer “Nothing” in response to that question, it usually means that what they are thinking about isn’t worth discussing, or they don’t want to talk about it. It can be anything from having sex with the person they are talking to, to  feeling uncomfortable because they have gas and don’t want to raise a stink. The answer, “Nothing”, is a way to get out of answering the question truthfully and perhaps changing the topic of discussion to something more comfortable to deal with publicly.

But what if, when asked the question, you really are thinking about absolutely nothing?

What if your mind is actually cleared of discursiveness and you are engaged in the act of non-abidance?

This feat is so un-imaginable for most people that if you attempt to tell them about it or describe it to them they will again look at you like you’re crazy and change the subject themselves, as the thought of being without the constant running discourse of thoughts that most people have continually running through their head is nigh inconceivable.

It sounds so hard to do. And it is so hard to do. But there is a paradox there because it is not as hard as it sounds. And to do it is not hard. The contradiction lies in the fact that to do it, you have to do nothing. You have to just stop. Stop doing. Release, let go, cultivate silence of the inner self. But if you’ve ever tried to meditate before, then you know that once you sit down and close your eyes, the thoughts start to cascade through your mind like a waterfall, seemingly without end. You may have found yourself in daydreams or thinking about what’s for dinner or remembering some past hurt or hoping for something in the future. You may have sat down with the intention to meditate, but all it seems that you did was to think in a constant and steady stream of words and images, as usual.

It takes time to practice non-abidance successfully. Breath meditations allow one to concentrate on something automatic while observing the passage of thoughts as they flow through your mind. Once you are able to observe them, you will see that they are like mirages, with no real substance in and of themselves. The emotions we feel are exactly the same way. It may come to mind at some point that if all of this thinking and emoting is really so ephemeral, then why do we spend so much time acting on them as if they were real?

Exactly.

There is a space that exists in every situation, in every moment, where we can make a choice. That space exists before we say a word, before we take an action. We can choose what we are going to say, we can choose what we are going to do. We are sovereign individuals, we are not slave to our thoughts, we are not slave to our emotions.

Or are we?

Are you?

Do you think before you speak? Do you think before you act? Do you find yourself blurting out thoughts? Do you find yourself acting out? Do you find yourself regretting the things you say and do?

If you do, then what you are really regretting is what you think and feel, because thought and emotion precedes words and actions every time. If you can control your thoughts and emotions, you can control your words and actions. If you can control your words and actions then you can control the way that you perceive yourself and the way that you perceive the world.

Sounds like a useful goal, doesn’t it? To be able to truly take responsibility for yourself in every way possible? To live a conscious life, being careful in thought, word and deed?

It is a goal worth striving after. It is a life worth living.

Once you have come to a point in your life where you have succeeded at controling your thoughts, words and actions, you will see your life change as a result. Your life situation will change, the people around you will change in relation to you, you will change in relation to yourself. You will find out that all of the wise, pithy words that you’ve rolled your eyes at over the years were actually true and that there is something to all of this self-transformation stuff after all, because the quality of your life will improve drastically once you make the choice to improve yourself in all of your Core Aspects of BEing-ness.

It’s worth the time to explore your inner world and find out who you truly are. Yes, you will have to go through a lifetime of detritus, a lifetime of pain will have to be recapitulated, as will a lifetime of joys. You will probably deal with the emotions all over again, deal with the hard memories, face up to some things about yourself that you are ashamed of and never wanted to ever think about again. But the up-side of doing so is that once you face them squarely, take responsibility for yourself and your thoughts, words and actions – even in the past – you can clear your slate of the backlog of karma that you would otherwise have waiting for you at some point later in this lifetime or the next.

And if you are living a well-favored life, who knows? You might forego the need to ever have to come back here again!

And that’s a goal worth stopping thoughts for.

Of Cats and Dogs: Animal consciousness in the New Age


I’ve NEVER been an animal person.

But recent understandings I’ve come to about who and what animals are to humanity, as put forth here, in this article, Animal Consciousness: The divinity of cats and dogs have me reconsidering this choice as well as looking at my past experiences with animals for clues as to their influence in my life.

My parents are from the deep country in Texas where animals are outside and strays, usually, so I kind of grew up with that attitude. I have had a couple of dogs, but have never really been close to them. My first dog, Scratch, I had when I was about 3. It got sick and we couldn’t afford to get him medicine so my father took me, drove us both way out into the country, released the dog. I remember staring out the back window watching as the dog receded into the distance, running after the car.

My next dog was when I was in college, but at my parent’s house, its mother had come to our backyard to have her babies, 4 little poodle plus something else mutts, 3 black and 1 white. I kept the white one. Actually, my parents kept the white one because I was gone, in college, then the military, then college again, but they always called him my dog. Sooner kept my father company for years, sitting with him in the backyard as he smoked his pipe, lost in thought. He’s buried in that backyard now.

Cat-wise, my oldest daughter Zora had a small stray once that had glowing eyes, but we gave it away when we moved out of the state. My lady, Sirayah, is a cat person. She had 5 cats before we got together but when we did, 3 of them came to live with us. A mother and her two sons. Their father was a stray, so they were really really skittish. The mother would purr and come sit on my lap during meditation, and one of the boys, Ray, eventually would let me pet him on a usual basis but the third stayed in the basement day in and out, only coming out late at night when we were sleep. He was a pest, always bothering his mother, laying on her and meowing at her, so he put up with us, it seemed, since she spent so much time around Sirayah and I.

Needless to say, their behavior got on my nerves. Cats eating food we buy them, living under our roof and then having the nerve to not be appreciative and friendly? How dare they! Obviously, I knew very little about cats.

Eventually, the mother cat disappeared outside and so did the recluse. Only Ray stayed with us during our moves. Last fall, when we moved to our current home, he stayed outside, living under the porch for the most part. He seemed pretty miserable. When winter came, he stayed inside with us, but primarily he stayed in a closet leading to an attic overhang. He would come out at night to eat and roam the house.

Well, that got on my nerves too. We had just had a new baby so we were very sensitive to Ray’s dander getting everywhere and cleaning up after him so I took it upon myself to discipline him. If he would get up on something, getting his hair everywhere, I would go and snatch him by the hair on the back of his neck and put him in the attic and close the door. Eventually, he got to the point where whenever I would come near him, he would myooowr at me and go into submissive position, laying down with his head on his paws, the way he used to with his mother, whenever she would cuff him for being a nuisance.

After the Great Gathering, I did this with him once when he had sat on the couch and gotten hair all over it. But this time, he fought back. He hissed and scratched my finger pretty good. He stayed in the attic without coming out for 2 days and I felt so bad I went in to get him. He gave me one of his querulous myooowrs, deep and low, that he does when he’s upset and my heart just opened up to him. He didn’t resist or try to escape when I picked him up and carried him out to eat. As I did so, I apologized to him for treating him that way. He waited for me to leave the room, crouching submissively, then ate a bit, drank and disappeared back in the attic.

The next morning I was taking a late morning nap with my partner. We woke around 10:30 or so and were talking lightly. At some point I fell back asleep and, when I did so I was immediately pulled to the Astral and into an intimate, seemingly dark space. I was lucid but discombobulated at one level and yet aware of where I was on another. My astral form seemed oriented toward the vertical, as if I were standing. I became aware of not being alone. Lurking down around where my feet would be in the physical was a large – about a meter and a half including its tail – shadowy and smoke-colored cat figure that immediately slipped sinuously up and behind me, snatching me by my ethereal neck and shaking me vigorously about 5 to 10 times! ! !

Sirayah says she thought I was joking around, because my body just started to flop on the bed violently for about 10 seconds! ! ! I sat up, shook my head, blinking and dazed, looking at her as I tried to figure out what had just happened. I didn’t know at the time if it was the astral/shadow form of Ray or if it were some avataric cat god come to show me how it felt to be snatched up, but it didn’t matter. I had learned my lesson.

Next time I saw Ray, I grinned at him and it seemed to me that, in his attitude and demeanor – casually licking his paws and studiously not looking at me while prancing around lightly – he grinned back. The energy between us was no longer tense and he was no longer submissive. It felt as if we had both been freed.

A few days later he went outside for the summer, where he remains. He’s happy out there now, exploring the forest and grass in the back, eating bugs and interacting with the Raccoons and other wildlife in the area. He’s not just staying under the porch this year. He comes upstairs, sits on the yard chairs, and whenever I go outside he’s there, meowing and rubbing against my leg, looking for pats. And when I sit with him his purrs are so very satisfying and he stays with me as if we were old friends who had never had any problems between them.

He’s 16 years old and that’s getting up there for cats, so maybe he doesn’t have much longer. I’m very glad that he’s enjoying this summer and is in such good spirits. I’m also glad he’s around, and glad that we were able to get to know each other so well while we have the chance.

If indeed cats and dogs are separate expressions of an alien consciousness here on earth to help humanity to evolve spiritually, it explains why these two animals in particular have been so prominent throughout human history. The article linked at the beginning of this tale is quite in depth, I highly recommend it to all animal lovers. Knowing that the animals that so many people seem to love have a higher purpose in our lives is probably not a strange idea to many, as there are countless tales about the intelligence of these creatures and their psychic connection and help provided to their human friends.

When Ray gave me a taste of my own medicine in the Astral I appreciated it, as the immediate resolution of karmic interaction between us was and is the best possible scenario. The realizations that those of the animal kingdom here on earth facilitate through their presence and our interactions help humanity move between one stage of awareness and another, despite the reality that this assistance is costly to them, as human ignorance has resulted in the abuse and misuse of their gentle natures and lives for our own purposes. There was a time in human history when this was not so and animal consciousness was much more appreciated than it is now. Perhaps in the near future there can be a shift in our current understanding and things will change for animals on earth in general.

I have a feeling, though, that the cats and the dogs of the world will be alright, no matter what happens to humanity.

Insane Thoughts and Crazy Talk: Who are you, really?


There seems to be a lot of negativity going around in the last few days. Wherever I turn, wherever I look someone is ready to start a fight and someone else is there too, ready to end it.

Perhaps it is mercury retrograde right now, but communications are at a standstill. People are standing on virtual street-corners screaming out their truths and not caring who is listening or responding back. The babble is continuous and it is rising as space weather increases and the sun pops off flare after flare, as things go downhill even further in the Middle East and elsewhere in the world, as politics in the USA heat up, as our lives continue to progress along their winding paths and our personal dramas ratchet up a notch or three, all connected, all beholden to the same energetic input that must find its resolution through some form of activity, some means of resolution. All of the voices, shouting, screaming, crying, complaining, querulous and fearful at heart, the anger, the rage but a front masking the underlying terror. Despite the noise, there seems to be no resolution possible. They all can’t seem to hear each other because the chatter in their own minds is too loud.

The chatter that lies between the stillness that is your Truth and the world without. The chatter that is continuous for some people. The chatter that streams forth in a constant volley of unthinking discursiveness for some, the chatter that is released after considered but still inadequate rumination in others.

The chatter that it is our goal in life to still.

What? You can still the chatter?

Yes. You can.

But why would I want to still the chatter? It is my thoughts!

No, it is your ego’s thoughts. You are not your ego. 

But my ego is my personality! My history, my life, my experiences! My likes, my dislikes, everything! My ego is who I am!

That is what most everybody thinks. That is what our life experiences seem to tell us, at least. The life experiences that make up our personal history. Our childhoods with our parents and siblings, our time in school, our friends, our secrets and our shames, our triumphs and our joys. These are the things that we count on to represent our journey through life, these are the things that we recount when people ask us about ourselves, who we are, what our biography is, what our life is about. For those of us who are a bit more thoughtful, we might even put them in some sort of topical order and call that our path through life, as if the details of our journey are the sum of our experience and make up the totality of what we have gained along the way.

What do you mean, I am not my ego?

Your ego is limited. You are limitless.

Remember. Think back. Examine your memories. For many of you, there will be at least one that is characterized by stillness. By some moment or collection of moments when you looked around at the world and you realized that you were a part of it. There were no thoughts in this memory. Only wonder, what some might call an epiphany. It might have been when you were looking at a newborn baby, or a loved one, or a pet, or even a sunset or some other scene of natural beauty. Some moment in your life when you got it, when you understood that you were a part of something grander than the petty dramas of your life, the likes and dislikes, the hatreds and loves.

Many of us have these memories because, in those moments, we had connected with something within ourselves that is usually hidden. Something quiescent but that is always present, that is always there, watching, behind the thoughts, behind the imagination, behind the memories, behind the emotions. Something still. Something pervasive. Something that is definitely present, that is recording every single instant, every thought, every iota of information both conscious and unconscious that passes before your eyes, that crosses your mind. If you stop, right now, close your eyes and sit for a moment, turning your attention inward toward your thoughts, delving deeper than the discursive chatter that typifies the mental workings of most people, you will catch a glimpse of that something. Try it.

But what is it?

It is you.

But isn’t it the same thing as my ego? My personality?

No. 

It is what remains when your personality is gone. It is what remains when your ego dissolves. It is what remains when you die. It is consciousness. It is unbound, it is eternal, it is infinite. It is awareness. It is vast, it is inscrutable, it is impenetrable.

There are many spiritual traditions that attempt to describe it but since it is indescribable, they resort to parables, riddles and koans. It can only be experienced. It can only be realized through intense inner scrutiny and personal mental work for the purpose of stilling the discursive tendency of the ego in order to get behind it, to get beyond it, to get to the crux of who you are. It is the meaning of the ancient saying, Know Thyself. It is the meaning of the ancient truism, As Above, So Below. it is the meaning of the ancient recognition that God is Within.

It is the most ancient of mysteries, hidden in plain sight, shouting out its presence to those deaf to its voice. It is the space of emptiness that is not emptiness, the creative void of potential within each of us that connects us to the creative void of potential that is the Multiverse itself, that is God itself. It is where the many gods and goddesses spring from, much like humanity itself, it is where the nature spirits and the ultradimensional consciousnesses arise, descend through the levels of materialization and take on form, where God splits and multiplies unto infinity playing at separation to experience itself in all of its diverse unity, a multitude of seemingly cacophonous voices expressing the will of one overriding consciousness, one overriding life, one overriding love.

Wait, all of that is too much. My life is hard enough just dealing with the daily grind.

It is not enough. You must realize. You cannot Awaken until you do.

But why? Why can’t I just live my life? Why do I have to think about things like this?

That is exactly the problem. Too much thinking.

How Do You Sell Your Soul? Daily, and for cheap


What is wrong with living our lives?

Nothing. Everything is as it should be.

What can be the cost of living our lives?

Our souls.

What do you mean by that?

The choices we make in the course of living our lives determine what happens after our lives are done.

Being comfortable in life is one of the primary goals society programs into us as citizens of different countries. Despite the geographic differences and distances, Western culture as a whole displays remarkable similitude in how ideofacts and sociofacts are ingrained within populations. To be successful in any of the Western cultures, a modicrum of capitalistic ideology and consumer-oriented methodology must be inculcated by groups, families and individuals. To belong and to epitomize the expression of said culture, the actual, material expression of lifetime success is a relative degree of affluence as measured by the modernization memes that permeate Eurocentric society and those sycophant socieities serving as peripheral outposts of raw material and low-wage earner extraction.

The daily choice of complying with the demands of modern society result in the accumulation of karmic debt as a result. Because we choose to work, we accept the ramifications of what it means to do that work. If I am a police officer, then I accept the consequences of protecting the property of the rich. If I am an Insurance salesman, I accept the consequences of propping up a system built upon the enslavement of human beings. If I am a soldier, I accept the consequences of being involved in corporate mercenary adventurism. If I work at a fast food restaurant, then I accept the consequences of feeding customers food that not only is not good for them but actually helps to kill them.

Society is successful because of the complicity of ordinary human beings. Because we need jobs, because we have to pay our bills, because we have to drive our cars, because we have to live, we accept the consequences of contributing to the continuation of the vast life-draining machinery that we call modern Western society. We accept our complicity in it continuance often not even wanting to know the details of that agreement. We don’t want to know the depths of the crimes we are engaged in by association and by active work. We would rather take our paychecks and spend them on big-screen televisions, be able to go out to nice restaurants with our friends on the weekend and imbibe in more death-dealing food, drugs and alcohol in order to drown ourselves in oblivion as a result of not wanting to face up to the consequences of our lifestyles and what those lifestyles actually support.

It is painful to look at the path of a lifetime and determine that you are not on the side of the good guys. If you come to realize it, you may ask the universe, but what else could I have done? What other choices did I have? And the answers to those questions might have shaken you to your very core. Or given rise to a visceral fear that the loss of material security must result in.

In these days and times of political and social unrest, of economic insecurity and planetary shifts, nothing is certain. No life, no relationship, no job, no aspect of the natural world currently exists in a state of equilibrium, all is in flux. This flux is resulting in the gradual coalescence of a new paradigm of interrelation that must of necessity result in a more sustainable global society, a society based upon principles of egalitarianism rather than unrestrained capitalism and economic privation.

Despite the fact that everything as it currently exists is as it should be, that does not mean that there is not room for change. Since change on a global level must start with change on a personal level it is incumbent upon all who desire to live a conscious life in support of sustainable interrelationships with each other and the world, all attempts at shifting the paradigmatic focus must start within us each. Each one of us must go within and find out what it is that we are made of. In order to do that, we must determine, first, what our major illusions are, what our fears are, what is it in our lives that is holding us back from being all that we can be?

What is holding you back?

What do you fear?

What is it in your life that you absolutely cannot afford to lose?

What is it that causes you to compromise all of your vaunted ideals and accept less than you deserve?

Asking these questions – actually realizing that these questions need to be asked – is one of the first steps to choosing to awaken to some of the deeper realities of life. Of accepting the fact that the way things have been is not the way things should be and that a change is in order. Accepting your compliance with the system and that you are indeed an agent of the system as long as you work for and through the system to support the global hierarchy of dominance and control is a big step in figuring out how to create a lifestyle of non-compliance and opposition to the machine.

That opposition does not have to be violent. In fact, non-compliance is one of the best and most effective ways to isolate systemic institutions and marginalize them to the extent that new, people-centered and sustainable institutions arise to serve the needs of a humanity more concerned with living life instead of accumulating capital and material goods. Living life in support of life, in support of animal rights, in support of human rights, in support of the earth’s rights beyond the capacity of formal institutions based upon capitalistic redistribution of wealth that actually serves to continue the concentration of wealth among the Haves rather than increase its availability to the so-called Have-nots. Going beyond money to reclaim a basic goodness and sense of shared destiny and circumstance that binds us all together as a whole – rather than continue giving power to the separation memes dividing us into classist, ethnic and individual parts – is the only way to make sense of any future conceptualization of life in this world. Anything less can only be a continuation of what is already occurring.

And the way life is being lived right now – or dreamed of being lived right now – by way too many is not what life is supposed to be about. Making money. Being rich. Being famous. People sell their souls on the daily and watch themselves, helplessly, as their spark for life lessens, as their bitterness grows, as their bodies age and their minds ossify in regret and lost hope. And they wonder what happened and when, knowing all the while exactly what happened and when they made the choice to conform to the life presented them and to give up their dreams for a sense of false security.

These things are distractions from the true purpose of life. Introspection. Inner growth. Spiritual evolution.

Happiness, love. Peace.

What is right with our lives?

Everything. Living in awareness is conscious evolution.

What is the reward for living a good life?

Stability of surroundings, of societal and familial roles. Peace of body and mind.

Is that really a goal worth living for?

It is the only goal worth living for.

Practical Enlightenment: The vale of tears


It’s been 3 months and 15 days since the Great Gathering. The Awakening experience continues. The world is full of pain and sorrow, suffering is promised until we find our way out. This Vale of Tears beckons us with its siren-call of heartache and excitement, passion and joy. We choose to return, to be with each other and to experience, each time. We die, and then we come back. I come back for you and you come back for me.

There has been no return to my previous state of mind or being. In fact, there has been a further deepening of the condition. As discussed in previous articles in the Practical Enlightenment series, there was a flattening of my emotional ties to past events and traumas that has continued. While that remains the case, as mentioned previously as well, old patterns of thought and behavior do continue to echo, although, for the most part, they grow fainter and fainter. A few behaviors continue that are deeper rooted within my psyche. According to Sadhguru, once Full Enlightenment is reached, the spirit automatically leaves the body. That is, unless something of the Earth is held on to. Some desire. Mine pertain to my family and mission.

For the Buddha, that desire was to teach. He held on until he had transmitted enough of his experience to his disciples and then he left the body in a conscious ceremony witnessed by humans, Devas and Brahmans alike. Siddhartha who became Buddha the totally Awakened One achieved his state of Being after 6 years of asceticism. One day, while sitting beneath a tree, he heard a musical instrument being played by a student on a passing boat. When the instructor explained to the student how the instrument should be tuned, neither too tight nor too loose, the idea of the Middle Way came to him. He immediately got up and went to the water to drink. Food was given to him by a village maiden. His disciples left, convinced he had given up the search for Enlightenment. 

The 6 years of mind training served Siddhartha well because when he took his seat beneath the Bodhi tree determined not to move until he attained his goal the mental strength and purification of his neural net and synaptic connections he had meticulously honed during the previous years provided him with a solid, clear container within which Cosmic Consciousness could reside. His decision, 6 years prior, to leave his newborn son and wife and set off to find the answer to suffering set him along the path and, following his victory over Mara, the Lord of Maya, under the Bodhi Tree, Siddhartha attained Enlightenment and became the Buddha. 

For some who attain enlightenment in these days and times it comes out of the blue. Some were not previously on a spiritual path while others had been seeking for years. It can occur spontaneously or it can be the culmination of a long period – potentially many lifetimes in the making – of mind-training and meditative practice. For many who attain Enlightenment, there has been no previous meditative immersion to the extent and intensity that Shakyamuni practiced. There has been no clearing of the neural networks. And so, for these souls, the process must occur after Satori. For me, I achieved the state first when I was 12 years old.

It was Oklahoma City, I was in 7th grade. Something had happened, I cannot recall the particulars. But I do recall the sense of despair. Overwhelming, raw, grief. Those were days when I could not look in the mirror at myself I was so ashamed of who I was. I was outcast in school, the subject of jokes and I was overwhelmed by the negativity and callousness of the other children. I did not know how I could go on. I remember a clear sensation of letting go, of being so tired of life, that I wanted to die. I totally let go of my self, of my ego, of my life. I sank within a pool of sadness that emanated outward from the center of me, encompassing my entire consciousness, until something was born there. Something that scintillated and shone, that began to spread like wildfire through me. Something like, joy. 

The grief mixed with the joy to become an overwhelming symphony of compassion and then, I was elsewhere. The feelings of the space come through still most clearly, even after all of these years. The transcendent joy and sorrow; my oppressors were no longer that, they were my companions, and the compassion that I felt for them was so much that I knew that I could die for them, for the world, if need be. That life was not important because life was never-ending and I would never really die, that there was no true death! Floating, ego lost, no I, no consciousness, the I that I speak of was a vast and impersonal We, I was immersed within the void that was filled with an energetic presence that I can only describe as the most intense, soothing and perfect love that I have ever felt in this life. 

I do not know how long I stated in that space of supreme bliss and enjoyment, basking in the revelation of my inner eternal nature, of our shared, infinite portion of sublime contentment. But upon my return, life continued. I cannot remember the exact timing or date of this early Awakening experience but what I do know for certain, is that I was different then. Something about me had changed. And people could tell. 

The remaining primary and secondary school years were revelations of difference and I was an observer, even of my own participation. I had no context outside of the terror of sleep paralysis that had been happening to me by then for a few years. No teachers, no books to inform me as to the nature of my experience. And so, I forgot about it. I erased the memory from my mind to the extent that only the faintest of recollections would disturb my waking slumber in later years, but no full recall until I was well on the way down my spiritual path.

But the echoes of it must have been apparent in my behavior. The particulars of my incarnative choices; black, American, male, and the synchronicities of life experience, of location and situation led me into extreme expressions of the experience of being Other during my youth. Of being different, the only black kid in all white environments, the familiar – to minorities around the world – refrain of the outcast versus the system. It seemed to be a constant reminder that I was different, I didn’t belong, something about me was off when compared to everyone else.

The problem was, there was no community where I fit in. Not black, not white, not integrated. Black kids teased me and bullied me, so did white kids. But I felt. I felt deeply. I felt compassion and love for my fellow beings. I was drawn to the sanctity of the Christian Church, the expression of a lived and vibrant spirituality. And yet, my social life remained problematic until I grew to the height of 6 foot and made the choice to pursue athletics again, as I had under the tutelage of my father during my primary school years. Then, things changed. My strangeness was offset by my ability and successes. I could dance and was, apparently, handsome. I was acceptable, with a few caveats.

I studied people and, where I could, made a place for myself in alternative communities, among the literary youth, interested in Sci-Fi and Fantasy, among the Artists, the Musicians, among the neighborhood kids, usually younger and with the girls, who accepted me for who I was. Friends, family members and casual acquaintances would on occasion look at me strangely because of my words or behavior. They thought I was arrogant, disrespectful, or uncaring and told me as much. I could not see myself the way they saw me. My ignorance of how or why I had changed left me puzzled by people’s reactions to me. I remember asking my mother, after the Satori experience, about leaving the body. Astral traveling, probably in relation to the experience itself. I do not remember if I told her about it. She informed me that evil spirits could possess me, which ended that line of inquiry. But, somehow, I made it through all of the confusion with a minimum of harm to myself or to others.

The  kenshō experience of my youth is now unmistakable. It fits all of the koan-like and parable-based descriptions of the Buddhist traditions as well as those of the modern Enlightenment Gurus who describe it directly in the Western tradition of academic exposition. As soon as I graduated from High School and went to College, my spiritual explorations took off and I began to study and practice meditation. The Great Gathering returned me to that exact same space, the Master encountered during that visit to the shining city of Shambhala smiling gently as emanations of pure magnetic love and compassion swept over me, his gesture sending my astral form flying backwards and upside down and back into Nirvana. It was as if the intervening years since my last experience passed in the blink of an eye and I had returned home. But these were not my only two experiences of that space. The intervening experience – which I’ve written about previously and has been published in a collection of learning stories – was a bit different.

I was in the military, the Army, learning Morse Code. The course was what was called an Additional Skill Identifier, so I was sent there directly after completing my primary communications course of 14 weeks as a Single Channel Radio Operator and before a month’s vacation back in San Antonio before being shipped off to Germany for what would become a 4 year tour of duty.

Tapping the telegraph key for 8 hours a day. The goal was to learn the language and to be able to tap the characters fast enough to complete groups of 5 characters. We were responsible for being able to type 10 groups a minute by the time the class ended.

One day,  about two weeks into the four week course, as I was listening to the code, tapping the key, there was a bending in my mind and, suddenly, I was again in a vast, formless space of nothingness, void-like in nature. And yet, there was something there. The symbols for Morse Code were there, in more than just symbolic form, they were also being expressed as a form of music, of resonation. I was the symbols, they were a part of me, I was a part of them and we co-existed together in this formless space as One. It was a pure form of knowing and instantaneous in nature. In the moments of my submersion within that morphogenic field I knew Morse Code. There was  another sudden, forceful bending of my mind, as if a mental muscle had been engaged, and I was back, exhilarated. And I knew Morse Code perfectly. In the space of the next 15 minutes I progressed from 3 groups a minute to 12. The instructor walked over, disbelief in his eyes. By the end of the course, I could tap out 28 groups a minute. The next closest person was 14.

The above-related event occurred in the middle of August, 1987. The Harmonic Convergence, as predicted by the Maya – ending the 5,125 year Great Cycle of History and beginning the 25 year energetic shift culminating on December 21, 2012 – occurred on August 16-17, 1987. The Harmonic Convergence was marked by a number of planets in Leo trining Jupiter in Aries and that also trine Saturn and Uranus in Saggitarius, an auspicious alignment, indicative of a collective energetic realignment and unification of purpose. This event marked the planetary embarkation upon a direct, spiritual path of evolution and ascension. As that has been the primary impetus of my life-path thus far, the correlation of my kenshō experiences with significant astronomical and astrological alignments is not lost on me. As I cannot date my initial experience, its relationship to astronomical factors remains a mystery.

The experience of Nirvana in this instance was as Knowledge. My first instance was as Compassion, as was the last, a full-circle reminder of the first. Perfect, pure insight that informed my spiritual explorations throughout my 20s and 30s. The other strange events I experienced in those years – to include the Remote Viewing and the OOBEs – make sense as the expression of Siddhis gained as a side-effect of my mental experimentations. As I have never felt pressed to explore them too deeply after becoming aware that I was able to access these alternate modes of perception, my current perceptive ability and paranormal experiences are limited to synchronicities, flashes of insight and the ability to access other’s auras and energy fields. As I currently explore these capabilities regularly through my work with BioEnergetic Holism, they continue to deepen and I grow more and more confident in my abilities as a Seer.

 The silence within deepens daily. Mindfulness is now second-nature and I can still the discursiveness of the sub-mental chatter at will. Meditation practice progresses, with the capacity to sit in shamatha meditation no longer tied to the breath or to the other mental tricks used by different traditions to get the mind used to stilling itself. I see no need for other forms of visual-based meditations, although those are quite popular in recent years.

The journey continues. As mentioned previously, I have determined that the “village” of my latest Satori was, indeed, the sacred city of Shambhala. The golden vibrancy, the peace, the extraordinary psychic abilities of those who lived there and the Master, he of exceptional presence and wisdom, who could only have been a Rigden King. After the Great Gathering, I basked in the expanse of Nirvana and unity consciousness for only a little while before deciding to return to my life and share the experience for the purpose of collective realization. There is no end, the deeper states of meditative exploration remain and the desire to document what I experience for the edification of others accompanies my desire to continue to love those who love me through the rest of their lives. I do not expect to return to this Vale of Tears again in human incarnation. The Bodhisattva in me desires only the enlightenment of all sentient beings.

That means you.

The Enlightenment Series

The Great Gathering

Practical Enlightenment: The aftermath of Kenshō

The End of Forever

Practical Enlightenment: Living in the World

Practical Enlightenment: Processing the emotions of other people

Practical Enlightenment: The vale of tears

Practical Enlightenment: Dealing with instant karma

True Awakening: The conservation of energy

Conversational Etiquette: Dinosaurs, Chupacabras and ad hominim attacks


Apparently the idea of ‘polite society’ has gone the way of the dinosaur.   Requiring a modicrum of respect and civility in these rapidly shifting days and times seems almost as difficult as finding the Yeti. Or a living Chupacabra.

I suppose a lot of that has to do with culture wars and people being raised in different kinds of environments. Not everybody has what we used to call “home training”.   What that meant in the culture that I come from – Southern, Black and Baptist – was that children were generally seen and not heard, Elders were respected, conversation was polite and families took care of their own. And others too, if it became necessary.

Times have changed. A lot of that is now considered to be quaint. People don’t know each other and fear seems to have changed the world into an almost unrecognizeable place in the past couple of decades.   Regular civility has suffered as a result. Maybe it was the advent of the Internet that started it. Email replaced letters, chat and texting replaced phone calls. The lack of face-to-face contact encourages a false companionship and surface conversation.

In that context, asking people to be kind to each other is like asking them for a vital organ.   People want to retain the sovereignty.

And if being polite impinges upon their right to be ornery then, by all the angels in the sky and demons in hell, politeness must be a tool of the New World Order. It must support an old metanarrative thats day is done. It must be a part of the patriarchy. It must be about oppression. It must be about limiting freedom of speech.   Right?

Wrong. Politeness is harmonic. Being resonant to others in your environment indicates your vibratory state. Purposefully inculcating disharmonic intonations is choosing cacaphony over harmony. Sometimes, if the cause is just, that is necessary. But most times, the cause is not just, the cause is egocentric argumentation. Or the attempt to guide and control another’s perspective. Which is never just.

Being respectful and polite is the same as two tuning forks resonating harmonically. Being respectful and polite accords with the laws of conservation of energy. It takes less energy to vibrate at the same pitch as others, it takes more energy to choose a dischordant tone and hold it.   In formal debating, it is drilled into the participants that their disagreement and discourse must be courteous and respectful. Debates rarely get contentious and argumentative and the participants never end up talking about each other’s mamas or sexual preferences. The function of debate is to work through ideas and find the most mathematically precise form of the equation, the argument, that leads to an irreducible and remorseless conclusion.

The correct answer, or truth, in a debate, is always the clearest and most concise argument put forth that presents an answer in a format that fulfills the conditions set by the intial question. In a debate, specious arguments, arguments without foundation and arguments that do not address the main points are quickly seen for what they are.   Informal debates turn into arguments that turn into fights.

Which is why, in places where the participants are not bound by the rules of formal debate, it is necessary to enforce a certain etiquette in order for the conversation to remain civil. When the partipants in discussions that turn into debates are not trained in how to leverage their emotions into precise language focused upon the crux of their argument it devolves into personal ad hominim attacks.

Down in the small, country towns of West Texas, where I’m from, the old folks would just watch in wonder at folks like that, shaking their heads and clucking, “Lord, have mercy. Now that person don’t have no home training at all.”   Polite society may no longer be in vogue, but polite conversation is an absolute requirement for comfortable growth and a sense of psychological safety in an environment where such is the exception rather than the rule.

And, maybe, someday, even the dinosaurs will return.

Don’t Outsmart Yourself: Participating in a civilized and elevated society


I used to think I was people-smart. Meaning, that I understood the motivations of other people. And by understanding their motivations, I could read, understand and explain their behavior. I thought I was people-smart because I’ve been known to be right, to be able to predict people’s behavior, before. I think we all pride ourselves on being able to do this to one extent or another.

I now realize that being people-smart in the way that I was proud of being is not a virtue. It is instead an indication of the nature of my own thought processes and is not necessarily where they are coming from. There’s a saying that I’ve used for years that I generally understood the meaning of, but that I never really applied to me and my behavior at every level that it should be applied.

“We hate most in others what we hate most about ourselves.”

I understood on the surface what that meant: if someone likes to get angry at other people, I used to feel a self-righteous anger because they were getting angry. I would think to myself, how dare they impose their anger on someone else and express it that way? They are wrong for that and I am righteous for being upset that they are so wrong. Or, how dare they speak to someone that way? They are wrong for that and I am righteous for being upset that they are so wrong.

Sometimes it’s hard to hold a mirror up to ourselves to see the insanity of our own behavior.

I went around for many years doing this. In fact, I still have to catch myself doing it sometimes. Observing people, watching them, looking at their behavior and predicting why they do certain things. Engaging in entire flights of fancy regarding their thought processes, motivations and the possible consequences as they pertained to current and future actions and the ramifications of those actions. I could look at someone’s expression and tell you matter-of-factly what they were thinking. I could listen to a conversation and tell you what something someone said really meant. I could do this by observing their body language, listening to the words they used, the tone, watching and listening for the subtle clues that give an indication of underlying motives, of where words and actions do not necessarily coincide.

Don’t get me wrong, as I said before, I was right some of the time. I’ve studied body language, learned how to tell how people lie, why they lie, when they lie, where their eyes look when they’re making the lie up, the way hands or legs twitch or move or grasp each other when they’re telling the lie, the way shoulders are hunched or not when they’re lying to cover up the original lie, toes tapping, body rocking, lip or nail-biting, ear-pulling, tone-shifting, practically all of the little tell-tale signs that indicate the thought processes underlying the words as the lies pile up on top of each other. We can all do this to a greater and lesser extent, but I prided myself on having actually gone out to learn specifically how to do so in order to increase my abilities that much more.

But it is all vanity, in the end. Because what I have ultimately learned is that we can never know for certain where someone is coming from, what someone is thinking. We can look at their eyes and body language and listen to their words and come to an approximation. We can observe all of the signs and clues and come up with an idea. But we can never know for sure what is going through another person’s head.

But even more importantly than that, is that we shouldn’t try. To the extent that it evolves into more than assuring our basic survival it becomes another ego-tool utilized as a way of controlling one’s environment and other people; it is, in essence, an act of aggression and an energetic imposition of structure upon what should be and is, essentially, structure-less. And, by attempting to read another person in depth we are ignoring what we should be paying more attention to: ourselves. We are not responsible for other people. Other people’s actions are not our responsibility. What other people are doing, how they are acting, even as it affects us, is not our problem. It is theirs. Let me say that again, another way: anything anybody else does around you or to you is their business, not yours.

If someone does something that affects you negatively, then it is necessary that we look at ourselves in order to determine what we did to exacerbate the situation. If you get in an argument with someone and they harangue and berate you, then you need to look at how you set yourself up to be in that position in the first place. How did you set that person off? What did you do or say that brought that negative energy out in them?

Does that sound like too much for you to take on? Does it sound insane to you? I realize that this is not a popular way to be. It can even be said that this is not a natural way to be, if being under the sway of the emotions is considered to be our natural state. But it is the compassionate way to be. It is the civilized way to be. It is the elevated way to be. It is the way forward that leads to a civilized and elevated interaction. To civilized and elevated relationships. To civilized and elevated societies.

By allowing people the sovereignty of their own thoughts and behavior and accepting responsibility for your own, you are driving all blame into one. You are making the decision to become sovereign yourself, to no longer accept the cop-out of blaming others, of placing sovereignty outside of yourself and being a victim. It’s way too easy to blame other people for your problems, for your situation. It’s way too easy to blame your ex for your emotional disfunction. It’s way too easy to blame your old boss for your current lack of a job. It’s way too easy to blame your parents for your childhood. It’s way too easy to blame God for your tribulations.

People will surprise you when given the chance. Some people, I should amend. Some will do exactly what you think they will, what the signs show and tell you they will, each and every time. But it is not your place to pidgeon-hole them like that. It’s not our place to limit their potentiality in that manner, even if it is only in our own minds. Because when we expect someone to speak or act in a certain way, we then adapt our own speech and behavior in anticipation of that response and by so doing project that framework onto and into the other person. You are, in essence, using the emotional energetic link you are engaged in to create a holographic reality through the force of your imagination that limits the potentialities of the moment to the extent that the other person is incapable of transcending the contextuality of the interaction, which is difficult, given the tendency of emotions to sync in conflict approximating a cause and effect feedback loop that, generally, can only escalate unless outside intervention occurs. Is it then little wonder that they live up to your expectations by engaging in the behavior that you have set them up to fulfill?

By taking the opportunity to examine your own behavior and seeing where you caused your current situation or emotional state, you are recapitulating your life. You are engaging in a life-review, something that most people only do at the time of death. By doing it early you are taking control of your personal ethical and spiritual evolution. You are making a statement to the universe that you accept the responsibility of being a sovereign soul. You are releasing others to eventually become responsible for their own thoughts, words and actions by removing yourself from their equation, not letting your thoughts, words and actions give them the excuse to engage in karma-building behavior. You are making the choice to move forward into the future in control of your thoughts, in control of your words and in control of your actions.

There are so few people walking around the planet right now that are in full control of their thoughts, words and actions that by being one of those who are, you are courting the state of awakening and contributing directly to the overall state of enlightenment of the human race. Because, of course, this is an integral part of the overall Enlightenment process. An important realization on the way to understanding that love and compassion, as the expressions of relative bodhicitta, are the direct pathways to manifesting ultimate bodhicitta, which is resting in permanent abiding and silencing the nigh-automatic discursiveness of the uncontrolled mentality.

For many of us, it’s an ingrained habit to attempt to control our immediate environment by projecting our own thought processes onto others. And it gets worse every time we get lucky and turn out to be right. Because then we think we’re on to something, we get all high and mighty, proud and self-congratulatory. It is ego-clinging to the extreme. Egocentricity. The mind holding itself above others, prideful, disdainful, presumptuous. These are qualities to be culled from the personality structure and the only way to do so is by driving all blame into one. Accepting responsibility for our part in the dual or multiple-nodal collaborations that our interpersonal interactivity represents within the flow of time and space that we call our lives.

This teaching is not for everybody.  Some will read this and think, what?!  And that is fine.

Drive all blame into one. Take responsibility for everything. Even things that you really do think are other people’s fault. Make it a mental exercise where you are trying to find the place in the sequence of events where you last take responsibility for the outcome. Eventually, the teaching will become second nature and you will find that your own nature becomes more civilized, more elevated.

More Enlightened.

For those with eyes to see, let them see. For those with ears to hear, let them hear.

All others will come to understanding in their own time.

Timeline Collapse, Choice and the Power of Intention


We do indeed live in auspicious times. Our chosen realities are changing around us as we change within. This is so for each of us, regardless of the direction of that change. No matter how hard we try to keep our heads buried in the sand, information gets in. For some, this is so irritable they work harder to anesthetize themselves to Truth with drugs and alcohol, sex and work. Pervasive fear at the core of them catalyzes and taking what they believe they need from life to protect them from the unknown becomes their default modus operandi. For others, the light comes on and they realize there is more to the world than what they have previously known. Their hearts open and sharing and helping others resonates, seems to be the only logical manner through which to deal with the changing world. Either way, a shift is occurring and the importance of that change is at both the individual and the collective level.

Our individuated sense of self is changing. The “I” of “me”. For those awakening due to the energetic bombardment of the planet and their changing emotional states and dna, they are beginning to realize that the universe without is also within. That the illusory separation between us is fading and the Truth is rising fast. Lies, untruths don’t last as long as they used to. It’s becoming easier to read other people’s body language. The eyes always tell the real story. More synchronicities are happening. The animals sometimes seem to be communicating with you. So do the plants. There are strange lights in the sky. Not planes, not satellites. Some people are starting to look at you wierdly. Friends whom you used to have so much in common with grow increasingly distant. You don’t want to do the things you used to, watch the same shows, go to the same bars or clubs. And yet, while all these changes are occurring within you, you are intimately aware of your connection to everyone else, even those who seem to be moving away from you.

At some point, you may come to realize that “I” is, truly, “We”. Your sense of compassion awakens and you might find yourself walking down the street crying for absolutely no reason. You may be day-dreaming more, or your night-time dreams are more vivid and stranger than they’ve ever been. You may chalk this down to an increase in distraction and lack of centered-ness as well as an overactive imagination. But what you do not realize, is that you are working with the multi-dimensional aspect of reality. That you are growing within. That your soul is reaching out to its greater aspects that exist beyond the ego, beyond the material world around us, that stretch out into the infinite and the eternal and encompass greater potentialities than our limited earthly experience could ever contain. That what your culture calls your imagination is actually much more important than you ever realized. In one sense, it is the accumulation and collapsing of timelines into one consciousness. That is the endeavor we are currently embarked upon.

There’s a movie Jet Li did called The One.  A martial arts movie, but relevant in that the movie was about alternate realities. Jet Li was a criminal in one reality who found out how to move between them. He traveled  to all these different timelines using technology killing copies of himself. As he did so he got stronger and stronger. He could jump really high and he was very strong. In the last timeline, his other self was a cop. The cop version of himself found out about his evil other self and his dastardly shenanigans and so, of course, the two eventually had to fight. You can guess which copy of himself One/Won.

The point is that we are actively engaged in the process of timeline collapse right here, right now. Desiring to minimize our capabilities, we tell ourselves that it is all just our imagination. Make-believe. But that is totally discounting our innate capabilities and misunderstanding what the imagination truly is. We must always remember that, in an infinite creation, everything is probable. that means that the things we think we are making up in our minds are potential and probable timelines in concurrent existence elsewhere. So when we think about ‘what if’s’ or engage in totally whimsical flights of fancy, or if we make choices that take us down one path rather than another, consciously collapsing those alternate realities into your current reality makes each of us The One. This process is occurring unconsciously for most of the world’s population and so it is causing a lot of individual confusion and will lead to insanity in some.

By collapsing these probabilities we become clear. We become more able to live in the Now, less distracted by thoughts that seemingly come from nowhere, arising out of whatever miasma of general worldliness that some must posit as their origin point. Instead of shifting in and out of different realities thousands if not millions of times a day, we become able to focus and ground ourselves in the immediacy of the Now, the Here and Now, which must occur if we are to individually survive the energetic nature of what is to come with our consciousnesses intact.

One of the main signs that you are grounding yourself in your present reality is that you daydream much less. Or rather, your daydreams become much more pointed and topical rather than just random wanderings through alternate timelines where you are imagining yourself rich, or with your perfect lover, or doing something other than what you are currently doing. As you center yourself, connecting your ego to your deeper consciousness, the ego stops filling your head with ruminations from other realities and stray psychic detritus it picks up from out of the ether around you. You gain the ability to control your thoughts and by so doing, control your words and actions. You begin to live a more purposeful and directed life.

Collapsing these timelines erases them from existence and you become more powerful in your current life because the energy you expended creating those timelines – which flow on, as life must do once initiated, regardless of your present level of attention – with your imagination is now focused upon the life you are living and the reality within which you endeavor. The dreams that you wished to come true stand a much greater chance of coming to fruition when you are applying your intention to your current situation, coalescing multiversal causality around whatever goal you wish to manifest. Key to this manifestation is the extent to which your emotions are employed in service to your vision and also that your vision is collective in nature, as the multiverse honors connectivity over isolationism in every instance. Following synchronicities that arise surrounding your intentions becomes paramount.

It is  at this point that it becomes clear that all of these disparate streams of endeavor work together as a seamless whole in order to present  you with the opportunity to live a conscious and creative life, wandering through the scenes of your choosing and picking which direction to move into next based upon its alignment with your intentions. A clear mind sans distracting thought is awakened to the moment and sees everything, is able to calculate probabilities and notice the most relevant events and signs, alerting you to your status and connection to creation in every instant. Balancing thought to minimizing the unnecessary ends worrying and regrets, mulling over situations needlessly and dwelling on negative events and people. The clarity of the moment exudes a joyousness that permeates your life and leaves you impervious to the things that bother other people, that make their lives miserable as they vacillate between emotional states, the past and future and the impositions of other energetic structures.

If all of this sounds too good to be true, then it is. For you. Not for everybody in the world. If you are not aware of the connection between the emotions and intent, and the methods by which to infuse your desires with the energy necessary to make them manifest in your life then that is a skillset you need to cultivate. If you read the previous and immediately think of mansions, fancy cars and lavish lifestyles then you have missed the entire point of this discussion. Once you have achieve a state of clarity in your mind then clarity in your life will follow without a doubt. That clarity is accompanied by the realization that you do not need half of the things that you think you do, or that society has pounded into your head that you need. The joy of that clarity comes with a sense of freedom, and freedom never comes with an increase in material things, only a decrease in them.

If everything we have spoken of here resonates with you please share it with those you care for. Time is of the essence and the energetic flow of potentiality continues to coalesce around miseducated intent. This is changing, slowly, but faster every day. With each new realization that life is designed to be lived and that fear is the mindkiller another soul takes another step in the direction of remembering who she is in the greater scheme of cosmic consciousness. Opening to the world, to the cosmos, is activating the stardust comprising our bodies, is re-energizing our quantum connection to all of life, to other people, the animals, the plants, the earth herself. Living in the flow of life is living in the moment, intending a life of beauty is intending peace and prosperity for others as well as yourself.

It’s not difficult. It’s all about letting go. Of the thoughts, of the worries, the regrets, the fear. Fear of who you have been is a burden to be cast off and joy in who you are is a present to be picked up and shared with all whom you love.

So pick it up. And let’s go!

A Comedy of Errors: True responsibility versus the social compact


People use the word responsibility all the time. Some times in reference to things that they feel that they have to take care of and other times in reference to other people and their lack thereof. The word can be comforting or it can cause pain. It can be a weapon or a healing balm. It’s use and meaning can vary over time and space. To different people, it can mean different things. In different parts of the world it can mean different things. And yet, for such a powerful term, it is curiously unremarked upon.

re·spon·si·bil·i·ty (r-spns-bl-t)

n. pl. re·spon·si·bil·i·ties

1. The state, quality, or fact of being responsible.
2. Something for which one is responsible; a duty, obligation, or burden.
If you break the word down into its component parts it looks something like this:

re·sponse  (r-spns)

n.

1. The act of responding.
2. A reply or an answer.
3. A reaction, as that of an organism or a mechanism, to a specific stimulus.

a·ble (bl)

adj. a·bler, a·blest

1. Having sufficient power or resources to accomplish something: a singer able to reach high notes; a detergent able to remove stains.
2. Usage Problem Susceptible to action or treatment: The brakes were able to be fixed.
3. Especially capable or talented.
 A duty then. A burden, an obligation to respond, reply, react or give an answer and being capable or having the resources or power to accomplish it.
We are responsible according to our own personal choices to self, family, friends and society to varying degrees. We each have examples in our lives of things that we feel that we are responsible for. Responsibility is a choice.
It is a choice to respond and the ability to do so. To react to a situation in a capable manner.
Individually, we are each responsible for our own thoughts, words and actions. Because the mind can be controlled, every thought that we have is a choice. Because the muscles that move the body can be controlled, every word we say and action we take is also a choice.
We don’t have to think certain things. If we choose to and practice, we can turn off the constant running chatter of thoughts that passes through our brain. Dwelling on the past and the future is not necessary. Dwelling on thoughts of people and situations that give rise to feelings of jealousy, avarice, hatred, passion or even love is a conscious choice. It is a choice that takes us out of the moment, out of the Now, and into the indeterminate space of contemplation, removing us from our outer environment and immersing us within the inner creative environment of imagination and emotivity.
The thoughts we allow our minds to entertain are always of the imaginative variety as none of them are based in reality in any way other than containing a cast of characters based upon real people, or a series of events based upon what we think are potential occurrences given the information that we possess at the time. How we recall the past, how we create the future with our thoughts is totally constructed by the series of synapses and connections within our neural nets and the emotional content that the images give rise to and that we use to determine which potential path holds the best possible outcome for our current emotional state and belief system.
None of it is real until we attempt to make it so. We remember selectively. Our perceptions are bounded by our capacity to process information and our knowledge bases, which limits our ability to understand everything going on around us. Often, things did not happen in the past in the manner that we envisioned, nor did the events hold the emotive weights to others that we might have given them at the time.
When we think about current events, our perceptions fail us as well. We do not have all of the information, and yet we attempt to forecast other people’s actions, or how situations will play out. None of it comes to pass outside of our minds and in the ‘real world’ in exactly the manner we had envisioned it either because there are other actors involved. Other people who are acting out the plays they’ve also envisioned in their minds. The Comedy of Errors that our lives then become is in direct correlation to the lack of clarity and knowledge that we bring to the table in each circumstance and instance of interaction with other sentient beings and the natural world.
The interplay of multiple consciousnesses engaged in personal, mental dramas upon the sound-stage of 3D reality is life as we know it. Our engagement with the social system and our interpersonal connections to others comprise our levels of responsibility. The social compacts that we agree to as we mature within the different cultural realms of production across the world determine the nature of that responsibility.
As individuals living within greater systems that integrate ritual and belief in a criss-crossing interweaving of institutions and interactions, lesser and greater forms of coalescence around ideologies and material manifestations of such in all areas of people activity including capacity limitation, intellectual bounding, moral culpability, interpersonal interactivity and individual and collective responsibility, we make the conscious choice to maintain the system with our acquiescence and our mental and physical support. We become the system and uphold the system as an agreement with others within the system.
Our responsibilities are then determined by outside forces that we have internalized. Our choices are then bounded by a complex of ideas and formulations that limit our capacity to respond creatively to life and to the unlimited potentialities that surround us because of this mental encapsulation that we subscribe to and represent in our words and actions, if not our thoughts. We become beholden to family, to friends, to society. We limit our thoughts, our words, our actions based upon what others think of us or because of our fear of the potential ramifications of going beyond the boundaries and the imposed responsibility of societal production.
Responsibility in the cultural sense often has to do with the continued propagation of society. Inter-generational societal production. It is almost as if cultures were alive, thinking and conscious entities comprised of countless individual souls who live and die within them much like cells within organic bodies. They are born and die without remark but the body lives on. Humans engage different processes of societal production during their lifetimes, acting very much like cells and we often attempt to pass on our roles to our children, who then pass them on to theirs. We re-create what are often outdated memes as we are conditioned to do even as the world changes around us. Culture must conform to the world within it is expressed, response must be commiserate with ability.
At a certain point, those who seek freedom through spiritual practice come to recognize the limitations of societal responsibility and make different choices. It becomes possible to recognize personal responsibility and to cast off imposed structures that are not necessary for one’s own progress in life. But the ramifications of such are not without consequence. Social censure and castigation, banishment or disowning, disapproval, anger, disappointment and every other form of emotional and physical punishment available, even unto bodily harm and death, are the potential costs an individual must pay for their mental and physical freedom.
The higher notions of philosophical and spiritual responsibility of collective involvement and interactivity is bolstered by the quantum realities of entanglement and superposition. Everything and everyone is connected in a web of consciousness and choice is a matter of perception and attention resulting in the collapse of the wave function into a pattern of lived reality corresponding to personal knowledge or belief. We are individuals acting within a collective, affecting it but possessing our own unique perspectives. We engage others’ perspectives and enter into and exit different time-lines and realities with the course of each series of thoughts, words and actions. This is the real nature of responsibility: to be true to ourselves and, by doing so, being true to the whole.
The only physical responsibility we are born with is to ourselves. Whatever we do is our destiny; is the way it is supposed to be. The only spiritual responsibility we are born with is to our own  evolution of consciousness. However we individually evolve is of benefit to the All, is an expression of exactly how things are supposed to turn out. Everything else that we pick up along the way that cause us to doubt ourselves, to self-flaggelate and to entertain worry and regret is to misunderstand the nature of incarnation and life and to misappropriate time and energy upon pointless recrimination.
Life is not designed to be thought out, it is designed to be lived. Taking it as it comes, immersing yourself in the Now opens up the vistas of possibility unto the infinite, releases flows of energetic potentiality that expand human ability beyond dreams and material limitations. Choose your responsibilities wisely and make the choices that lighten your soul instead of those that increase the burden. Accept where you are and what you can do based upon your options in the Now. Be prepared for immediate change by keeping your mind clear and open and watching for the synchronicities that lead you upon your soul’s perfect path.
But mostly, do what you have to do. Own your thoughts, words and actions without regret. It is our most pressing responsibility in life.